Random rants. Mostly about shit.

Sleeping

Okay so I will try to keep the cussing to a limited amount. Because there are some people who get all like " oh no. You can do that. That's wrong" , but honestly you can fight me.

Anyways here is my rant. Hope you like?
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Okay so I will get so fucking excited about something to the point I can't sleep. Like it sucks.  Like right now I am so tired and want to sleep but I can't. I'm too hype. I know I need to sleep but my brain say "no no don't do that .. you could like maybe think about shit."

Like heck brain why can't you be this hype when it's important stuff like on a test day or a day I need to go do stuff.  No it's only at annoying times. But what can I do about it.  Nothing.
Sometimes I get hype of nothing. How is it possible I have no clue.

Maybe it's anxiety or shit but like I have no clue. And I just wish I could sleep.  When I'm tired I do dumb shit. Like right know I'm ranting and going to publish this crap. Like holy fuck who am I. I haven't written a book or whatever in like what maybe a year or so. I have no clue to be perfectly honest. It's been sometime, and all the ones I did right were the worst think I have ever had to experience.  So what a mighty comeback to writing a whole book of me whining. Wow.  Good thing I like Melanie Martinez cause I'm a fucking crybaby. I can literally whine about anything. Put something in the comments and I will probably do a whole chapter on it.

Also like I mentioned before, I'm fucking tired so like please don't tell me I messed up spelling or something. Cause I really don't care.

I have officially stayed up way to late, or well I guess to early by now. It's like 6am, Yeah I'm really smart. I know, I just want to sleep but I can't.

Then again I'm kinda fucking lazy as hell. Cause the day before I slept in till like 1:30pm so like yeah. I think I have just fucked around with my sleep schedule. But it's fine whatever. Ha ha.

Sometimes I do that to. I just laugh for no reason. Like why am I doing that? Why do I do anything? These are good questions. I mean I do this thing, I just say "y'all" a lot. Like someone stop me. It's not cute, or cool. It's just kinda weird. Next time I say it I want someone to make fun of me or something. That why I'll stop.  Sometimes when I want to act cool when texting someone, I'll do this thing where if a word has '-ing' then I'll only use the '-in'. Yeah, I know it's not cool and people get annoyed with me. But hey there are a lot of weird things I do. So whatever.

This was a rant that was kinda moving from to many subjects but to bad. Not like anyone is going to read it. Maybe like two of my friends, but that's it. 

To anyone who knows me in real life- um so like yeah this is who I am. I know I'm awful. But hey your my friend so your stuck. Also Max if you are reading this u might kill you. Just saying.

Okay bye- leave me a comment for h*cks sake.