I was 12 when my dad left I grew up without a father to encourage me of love.. but I still wanted to experience the feeling of love... I fell in love.. and 3 months after we got together.. he said that he was going to UK for 2 years.. I couldn't help but think he was leaving me like my dad did.. and so we texted each other.. we got an online game together.. but he still never came on.. or answered the texts I sent him.. one day... I texted him hi and an answer came back.. but the answer was from a girl... she said who are you?.. I answered this is the girl friend of Josh.. who are you.. and the girl said I'm his girlfriend... as soon as she said that my heart fell apart.. I felt like I had just gotten shot... I fell on my knees with swollen eyes.. and she cried and said I'm gonna break up with him.. and I never answered... but 3 months weeks later I heard a knock at my door.. walked to the door I opened it.. and saw Josh.. my eyes watered and I tried to slam the door but he pushed it open... he grabbed my shoulder and shouted my name and said wait give me a chance to explain.. I froze and he let go of my arm and brushed my hair out of the way of my eyes.. his eyes widened and saw my eyes.. they were purple and swollen.. he said my name.. I looked up at him with teary eyes... and he bended down on his knees and said "I'm sorry please forgive me' "I Love You" I looked down at him and said while shivering " I can't be with a liar like my dad" and Josh looked up and said "I'm not like him! I love you your the one for me! I'm not a liar! I froze and looked at him the said " you said you would never leave me! You left me and made love with another girl! I.. Josh answered " I'm sorry! Please forgive me! And Josh grabbed her by the shoulder and Shaked me back and forth and he sqeized my arm tight.. I started to. Cry and I said "please s..stop" Josh shouted "no! I love you!" Then I shout "I said let go of me!" And I slap him then my big brother drives in the yard gets out of the car and runs tourd me and Josh shouting "let's go of her!" Josh let go of my arms and my big brother got to us and asked if I was okay and I said "y..yes I..I'm fine..I just n..need to say something..." Josh says "..wh..what is it?.." and I say "Josh I'm over you and I'm doing courtship with someone else" and Josh froze and started to cry and said "but.. I'm not over you.. I'm in love with you" and I answer "but are you in love with the lord" and Josh said "I haven't learned much but I want to!.. with you! I love you! Your my soul mate! I say "no you don't you only think you do! Just leave! Be with my father! Your like him anyway! And Josh say "no! I love you please don't make me leave! I don't want our relationship to ruin!" And I look at him and say " you already ruined it" and I close the door and start to cry, then I see Josh crying on his knees and I cried so hard every night after that day. THE END THX FOR READING
