How can i live this way?

Chapter 4

I awoke with worried faces all around my bed, my hair matted to my face  and my clothes stuck to my body

I was scared I wasn’t about to deny it, the dream shook me up.

“Baby what was that” Mom asked in a soft but worried voice

I wasn’t about to tell her yet, it could be a one time thing and she would be worried to let me sleep

I like sleep

Nothing would come between me and my sleep.

“It was nothing guys, nothing more than a bad dream” I said giving them a convincing smile

“Okay, but if I have to come back in here then im getting Edward to read your mind” Dad threatened jokingly

“Okay daddy, I will see you guys in the morning” I said hugging mom, dad, Alice, Jasper and Grandma to which they all said Good night before they left the room

But I knew there was no way in hell I would get back to sleep, I was still to shook up about it.

I read until I could see dawn break above the tree tops. As much as I love The Forsaken trilogy I just wanted to get up.

I placed my book down gently and tip toed to my bath room and turned the shower on, I jumped into the hot water and washed myself and my hair, and as you do I started to sing:

You shout it out,

But I can't hear a word you say

I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet

You shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

Cut me down

But it's you who'll have further to fall

Ghost town and haunted love

Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones

I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

I am titanium

I am titanium

Stone-hard, machine gun

Firing at the ones who run

Stone-hard as bulletproof glass

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall