it was always you | destiel

Chapter 1

Castiel's POV
*alarm goes off very loudly at 1pm*
I groan and wake up barely turning and hits the dismiss button on my alarm. I sit up in bed and check my notifications like I always do. I see a text sitting there ,dean. I don't know why ,but I always smile uncontrollably when I see his name.

Dean: good morning cas😌
Cas: Good morning 🙂
Dean: how'd you sleep?

I love how he actually cares

Cas: great ,how about you?
Dean: Great 🙃

I smile and set down my phone. I go into my bathroom and shower. I love feeling the hot water run on my skin ,it's calming. Once I get out I dry off and throw on my boxers ,black sweatpants ,and a black V-Neck. I quickly fix my hair in the mirror and I hear a knock on my door. Who could that be?
"Coming!" I yell before running down the steps and open the front door shocked to see Dean standing there.
"Hey Cas" he smiled. Fuck I love that smile. "Hey ,what brings you by?" I say as I smile. "Did I catch you at a bad time?" he asked ,he seem sorta offended that I asked what brought him by. He was wearing jeans ,and a gray shirt with his jacket. He looks good. Stop Cas don't think like that. He's your best friend ,come on pull it together. "Cas?" he asked confused. Shit. I zoned out. "Oh yeah right sorry ,no ,come on in" I smiled as I moved out of the doorway so he could come in. He did. My heart started racing ,I'm not sure why? Whatever ,I'll just shrug it off. I shut the door behind Dean. "Do you want a drink or anything?" I asked politely even though he knows he can grab anything he wants without asking. I feel like I'm meeting him all over again. What the hell. Snap yourself out of it. It's just Dean. "Uhm yeah sure ,I'll take a drink" he answered as he took off his jacket and set it on the side of the couch. I grabbed a cold can of Pepsi and slid it across the table towards him. He grabbed it and sat down on a chair next to the table. I pulled one over and sat with him. He popped the can open and took a drink. "So how's it going?" I say trying to distract myself from zoning out again. "Great ,I went to the movies with Jo ,I think she might like me" Dean answered. Great. Why do we have to talk about her? Wait ,why do I care? it's not like me &a dean are dating. "Go for it ,if it's what you want.". That makes me sound like a dick. Oh well. He hesitated to answer. "I don't know". He seemed legitimately confused. "So you don't like her like that?" I asked curiously. "No I sorta have my eyes on someone else" he looked up at me and smiled. God ,I hope he's talking about me. No. No I'm not gay. Why do I keep thinking this way? Whatever. "who?" I asked hoping he'd answer truthfully. I can tell when he lies. I always can. "Nobody" he laughed looking down blushing a bit. "Come on ,pleaseeeeeeee" I got on my knees next to him with my bottom lip out. He looked at me and just said "You'll know soon ,okay?". That's mysterious. I sorta wanna keep begging ,but what's the point? "Fine okay" I chuckle and sit back in my chair. "Wanna watch a movie on the couch?" I asked. It was 7pm by now. He's been here for 6 hours. Well damn. He looked over and answered "sure ,horror?". I looked back at him "yeah sure ,you can go pick one out ,I'm gonna go get my phone real quick" I smiled and he nodded. He went over to pick one out as I ran upstairs to my room and grabbed my phone. There was 17 missed calls from Anna. And a text that said:
Anna-"dude you're supposed to be here. Too late now. Whatever. I'll catch you later I guess"
I just swiped away my notifications and ignored it. I honestly could care less. She's just a family friend. I went back down to Dean and he was laying on the couch waiting to press play. I smiled and went to him and sat next to him. He looked at me smiling. Weird? "What? Is there something on my face?". His smile grew bigger and answered "No ,but there should be". Uhm? confusing. but damn he looks hot when he's looking at me. "And what's that?" I chuckled. Next thing I know he moved over and kissed me. Jesus ,this is really happening. I kissed back and I could feel my face heat up. He kisses amazingly. My heart was racing by now and we were moving in sync with our lips. I pulled away and smiled and all he had to say was "My lips" and he smiled. That was smooth ,I'm not gonna lie. I cleared my throat and looked back at the tv still blushing. "Should we start the movie now?" I chuckle a little bit. "Yeah we should" he smiled and bit his lip. Fuck that's hot. He pressed play and I held him in my arms ,I can't remember how that happened but it's chill. Next thing I know we both were asleep.