Letters to Luke » Luke Hemmings

xx: epilogue

Dear Luke,

If you're reading this, I'm in a better place. I wrote this letter for you just before I ended everything.

I could list all the reasons why I'm sorry for leaving you, but that would be pointless. I know that you know how sad and desperate I was, you know how hard of a life I've had, and when you left I lost my will to live. I honestly thought you weren't coming back, ever. I couldn't handle that. 

I want you to know that this was not your fault, me swallowing those pills was not your fault but mine. I wont allow yourself to feel guilty. 

Please remember, I will always, always love you with my entire heart and that wont change. 

You're the most amazing person in the entire world, and I forgive you for cheating on me. I hope you forgive me for telling you I don't want to see your face ever again, because the truth was and still is that I'll never get sick of your face. You're wonderful, Luke.

I love you so much. I'm sorry.

Goodbye.
Love,
Florence.