MIND vs. HEART (literal or emotional?)

CHAPTER 1 : INTRODUCTION

The light of the sun crosses through the window. it's 8 am in the morning. boring saturday morning i mean. im lying on my bed staring blankly at the ceiling. the flower desings makes me dizzy, it's like twirling till forever. thinking of what i should do, i immideiately grabbed my phone beside those big pile of school books which i used yesterday. i immidiately dilaed blaire's number since it was the only number i've memorized because she was my first bestfriend. the phone rang twice before she picked up.

"blaire morgan, hello?"

"yeah hi, can you please direct me to mc donalds?"

" ha-ha. very funny via."

"i know"

"what's up"

"do you want to hang out with the girls?" i ask in enthusiasm

"of course! blake isn't around, he went to hawaii with his family for a weekend vacation. boring saturday huh?"

"yep. you're right. i couldn't agree more" i grinned. this is why we were always so close.

"kay. catch you up later, bye!"

i got up and went straight to the bathroom. as soon as i opened the door, i quickly colsed my eyes and inhaled the soothing clement of air. i could still smell the sweet fragrace of aroma. but suddenly, i snapped out of my senses imagining the cold water dripping on my body. ishook my head to let that idea out.i went to the mirror and stared at it for a minute. myself. wide eyes, pinkish cheeks, thin kissable lips and brunette hair. other people say that im beautiful, intelligent and perfect. but still, i couldn't shake the feeling that something was missing. i feel incomplete. i just let that thought out of my head and proceeded to the shower room. i turned the faucet on and in a nanosecond , cold water was dripping in my skin as i shouted, COLD! COLD! yep. that's how i distract myself. i kind of get used to it because i do it everyday for the last sixteen years of my life. after about 40 minutes, i had finsihed taking a bath. i grabbed my rob hanging fromt he shower rod and place it around myself.i got out of the bathrrom with my hair dripping wet as i stepped on my hello kitty place mat. i went to my dresser and fished out my hair dryer. i don't actually need to use flatiron to stylemy hair because it si naturally curly. as soon as i finished, i went straight to my closet and pulled out a simple shorts and a loose shirt. i grabbed a pair of my black socks and wore it with a red vans. lastly, i glanced at myself in the mirror one more time. beautiful. but something was really missing. i look irresistingly pretty yet empty. a thought was just about to come into my mind when....

"via! your friend blaire is here!'

"yes mom! i'll be right down!" i called

i grabbed my tiny back pack and rushed downstairs into the front door. i was just about to leave when my mom yelled." bye honey! take care!'

"yes mom! i will!" i breathed apprehensively konwing it's just another typical day.

my mom always does this. before i leave, she always bids me goodbye. i walked down to our front porch and for a minute there, i was cought off guard with the beautiful surroundings. a bed of grass, luscious colors of flowers, sunlight that peeped through me and adds more beauty to the place. i inhaled the scent of the grass and imagine myself lying on it during a cloudless day. when suddenly..

*beeeeeeeep*

"hey dream girl! come on! we got a lot of things to do!"

oh. as always. a cut of imagination.i ran through the path placed between the two garden. it's like a hallway in a fairytale movie. as soon as i reached balire's car, i opened the door on the passengers seat and hopped in.

"you look gorgeous girl!" serena said in a scottishly seductive tone. i just laughed at what she did because she looked like a maniac. "how's life?" natalie asked. " o well, same old, same old," "yep. that's life". blaire added

what more has life have to offer than shooping and eating all day? or going to school and having a long test in physics/ or getting F in all your quizzes?i mean, is there something more to it?

"hey dream girl! something wrong?" blaire said. honestly, i don't know. weird. it's like, i don't know myself.

"uhm. yeah. im just famished! i haven't eat breakfast yet" i said with an exciting tone and giggling laugh, but overall though, i think im abou to throw up. the road is clear since the time is just about nine thirty . trees in every side of the road makes it look more perfect.i opened the visor and used the mirror as i put lipgloss. babypink. i just learned to put make- up after my grade 9 recognition. my mom dressed me up styled my hair and patterned my whole look after her favorite artist.wellm i didi feel like im a popstar icon that night. and my mom was so proud i think she can even jump off a building out of happiness.

" nice lipgloss" serena said trying hard to look at me with her her eyes wide in amazement as she pushes herself next to me even though she's in the backseat." gee thanks! bought it last week" i said while handing it over to her. she immidiately rushed back to her seat, pulled out a mirror from her purse and tried it on. i laughed becasue she looks like a child  taht recieved lots of candy on halloween or a homeless person who just won the lottery.in our group, serena is like our babysisyter. you know, small things makes her happy a lot. but even though with her childish attitude, she has a boyfriend named alex patterson. well, we call them the cutest couple, cause yeah, they're like the sweetest thing here on earth. natalie on the other hand, is the sporty chic. she plays all kinds of sport. name it, she'll paly it. she even have lots of admirers especially from the basketball team. and lastly, blaire. the eldest sister. you know, scolds like a mom, preaches like a father? that sort if stuff. she has a boyfriend named blake anderson. ironic huh? their names are almost the same. blaire and blake. we call them CC or couple of the century. because both of them agrees just bout evrything.perfect couple. and their future lives? already planned. and they're going to the same university in college. amazing right? and me. the great via calut as everyone calls me. why? because they say that i already have everything. all package.

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(a/n): hey guys! this si my first english story!:) hope you enjoy it! i'll be updating by the next day:) please keep supporting my stories here on WP:) LOVELOTS GUYS!<3please do leave a comment:) i accept if you have negative comments:) besides, no ones perfect right? loveyou~

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