For hurting you so much,
For making you feel like shit,
For getting jealous constantly,
For over reacting,
For exaggerating too much,
For being quiet more often,
For not being able to control my thoughts or emotions,
For not controlling my bad habits,
For being a bed hog,
For not smiling as much as I used to,
For crying all the time,
For being a drama queen,
For not being how I was when you first fell for me,
For breaking some promises,
For loving you the way I do,
For having anxiety and depression,
For apologizing constantly,
For laughing at all the wrong moments,
For driving you insane,
For being rude,
For hating myself,
For blaming myself, you, her, him, everyone,
For not being more open,
For being too open,
For being weird,
For making some bad choices,
For falling in love too hard,
For these past couple of months,
For who I've become,
For complaining,
For hating,
For being too boring,
For not knowing what to say,
For feeling afraid,
For being weak,
For writing this,
For whatever awkward situation I've put you in,
For assuming too much,
For seeming obsessive,
For not giving you the space you need,
For giving you too much space sometimes,
For having trust issues,
For being a downer,
For having to go to therapy because I can't get my life in order,
For myself.
For making you break up with me.
For losing you.
For tonight.
I'm sorry...for everything.
