I want to hate you but you know I can't even if I try. I want to hurt you but the thought of you hurting hurt me more than the pain you already caused. I want to pretend you don't exist but you and I both know that I can't because I still I have the image of you planted in my mind every time I think of you. You have blinded me, preventing me from seeing the beautiful colors of life, from seeying the true meaning of love. You have poisoned my heart preventing me from loving, you have left hollowness in my heart preventing me from feeling. I don't see the light in my darkest tunell, I don't see the smile in my eyes anymore.
You broke me into millions of devastating painful pieces. You sir, you stole my heart like a rober through the night and carelessly you let it fall. Letting me broke. Letting me lose myself. Leaving me insecured of love, insecured of letting people in. You sir, you closed me up, making me build walls around my wounded heart scared to let anyone heal me, afraid they will get my wounds infected , you made me lose myself into the person I am. So I took a deep breath and let go, I took a deep breath and let the pain cosume my body, I let the pain cosume my mind and soul. Then I realized that I was doing something wrong . so I did it again and this time I close my eyes, relaxed my mind and took a deep breath, and let go of the pain, building my walls strong, keepin em steady.
I let of go the past that was holding me down. I took a deep breath and let go of the pain you caused me, of the fear you left in me, I took a deep breath and let the tears wash my scars a way, I took a deep breath then I let go, I let go of the pain,
I took a deep breath and let go of the vulnerability that you always made me feel,I let go of the insecurity that set me against myself. I took a deep breath and let go of all the things that held me back. I took a deep breath and let go of the past, I let go of you. I took a deep breath and smiled with the confidence that you took a way from me, I took a deep breath and smile with the self-love you stole from me. I closed my eyes, relaxed my mind and took a deep breath and repaired myself and learned to love again.
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The Weight Of Lies
Poesía"You Turned around and run like the bitch you are and left no trace you offer lies all the way but you seek the truth and abandon grace these are the times and the days when the tongue's sharper than a thousand blades do you mean all the things that...
