You know what? I'm not going to die. I'm going to be the human subject. I'll inject the virus into myself. I'll minister myself, make notes, document everything. I want to spend my life with Ruth, but I want to spend a long life with Ruth. This virus is the only chance I have of that. I can't quarantine myself, but I will do my best not to let it spread. This may be dangerous, but if I don't try, I'll have about 3 months to live. I don't care if I die, I've already accepted my death, but I can't just leave Ruth. No. I can't let it happen. To-morrow, I'll inject the virus.
