Apathy

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Before we start, is my book boring? I lowkey feel like it's boring😭

So what are you gonna say at my funeral now that you've killed me? Here lies the body of the love of my life, whose heart I broke without a gun to my head. Here lies the mother of my children both living and dead, Rest in peace my true love, who I took for granted, most bomb pussy, who because of me, sleep evaded. Her shroud is loneliness, her God is listening. Her heaven would be a love without betrayal.

Ashes to ashes, dust to side chicks



•Nicki POV•
"Beyoncé! Where's my concealer?!" I yelled from the bathroom.

"Did you look for it?!"

"Yes I looked for it!"

"Well I don't know where it is, use mine!"

"I can't use yours!"

"Why you so damn worried about concealer for?" She asked now standing in the doorway. I tilted my head to the side and showed her the marks she left on my neck.

"Who did that?"

"You" I sighed. She came closer touching them. I winced.

"But we didn't..."

"I know but you still attacked my neck"

"I'm sorry. Pass me your bag"

"You good girl, I can't lie and say it ain't feel good"

"I'm glad I could make you feel good" she whispered. I'm not sure if she knew I heard her. I passed her my makeup bag.

"You don't look for shit Nika. Your concealer is right here" I rolled my eyes at her comment. I moved my head so she could get them all.

"Where you going?"

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"Where you going?"

"Umm, just over to a friend's"

"Really? Boy or girl?"

"Girl"

"Ooh is she your girlfriend?"

"No" I lied.

"Good" she mumbled.

"Huh?"

"Huh?" She mocked me.

"Stop playing"

"I said I'm finished"

"Thank you boo" I finished mg makeup then did my hair. I checked my appearance in the mirror before grabbing my keys.

"I'm leaving Bey!"

"Ok! Stay safe!"

¥-¥

I knocked on Lauren's front door. I got an ear full because I "ignored" her but that wasn't enough so now she wants to meet to show me some picture or whatever. She opened the door with only a robe.

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