Dear Nobody,
As I write this, I'm in tears. Sadness has consumed me. I don't even know what's wrong. Maybe it's everything.
M.M. is sad. She posts things on Instagram saying, "kill me" and stuff. I'm worried that she's going to hurt herself again. She doesn't tell me if anything is wrong really. Maybe she's scared? I just hope she's safe. I love her so much for anything to happen to her.
He wasn't happy today. But I guess it was because I refused to do anything today. He told me to leave the room, and of course I didn't. So he got the belt. There's still a bruise on my wrist. I deserved it though. I really did.
All of my friends (I only have like 2), they're mad I think. K won't talk to me and M.B. seems annoyed. So I'm leaving them alone the best I can. I just don't want to ruin anymore relationships.
I've made my family miserable. Arguments never end. Grudges are never dropped. Mom goes to bed earlier and earlier from stress. Countless "I hate you's" are thrown between the siblings. All because of me.
I'm trying to apologize. To all of them. I want them to know that I regret all the pain I've caused. I want to finally make them happy for once.
Because god knows I don't.
