"I love you Railin... That's Why I'm doing this " He said as He stroked my hair.
My new hair, He made me cut it and dye it blonde. He's trying to change everything about me... I almost forgot my own name because now He calls me Kourtney.
He's got us hidden in this No man's land and won't let krei and I leave.
But tomorrow He's letting me take her to the hospital. She's been really sick for the past month we've been here.
I also need to check on my baby, as much as He beats me you'd think my baby died. But he or she is a fighter and there still in there.
"I love you too" I lied smiling
I just can't wait until tomorrow, so I can run...far. Find my family, my Rod. And be free again...cause I promise there ain't No feeling like being broken.
