Forever

Chapter 4

*Saturday* 9:00pm

The music was blurting out songs at the moment Eminem was playing. I had a drink in my hand. I didn't want to be drunk so I just had a wkd blue it was my second drink of the night. My first being vodka and coke. All of a sudden I felt someone behind me hold my shoulders, kissing the crook of my neck. It must have carried on for five minutes. I didn't stop whoever it was. I don't know why it could be a girl. I quickly turned around it was Zayn.

"Z-Zayn what are you doing?" Wait did I want this? No surley not? I don't know, do I like Zayn? He's obviously just had too much to drink.

"Okay, someone's had too much to drink already." I say pushing him back slightly, not too much as being drunk he could topple over.

"No, I've only had pepsi. I don't like to drink till after 10" he said almost laughing. If he's not drunk then what is he playing at?

"Oh. Then um what are you doing Zayn?" I say giving him a confused look.

"Why can't I-we have fun? Can't I show my love to you? C'mon lets go to my room" he says pulling my arm. Do I want to have sex with Zayn?

"Zayn no!" I say while pulling my arm back. I've only known him four days.

"What? Why? Is there something wrong with me?" he asks pointing to himself when saying 'me'

"No there's nothing wrong with you Zayn. It's just, well I don't know you that much."

"Well come with me upstairs babe. You can learn alot from, y'know" what is he doing? Yes I do like him but I don't know if this is what I want. Is this what I want? Maybe if I have another drink it won't matter that much to me.

"Ok." Is all I said.

Before I had time to grab a drink Zayn was practicality running and dragging me up the stairs to his room. How long had he wanted this? Wanted me? Well 4 days maximum. He probably just wanted this, sex and I was the first girl he saw.

"You have done this before right?" Zayn asked me while practicality ripping his t-shirt off himself.

"Yes. If I hadn't do you really think I would let you be my first time?" I said pulling my tongue out. "Why have you done this before Zayn?" I asked sarcastically.

"Yes Francesca I have."

His t-shirt was thrown the other side of the room. Zayn came over to me and put his hand on the zip on the left side of my short strapless dress and slowly un did it. He was rough taking his own top of and very quick with bringing me up here but he was being soft and carefully with me. I thought we would be having quick rough sex as Zayn being a guy that's what they usually want but were we having slow passionate sex which is usually what people have when they love the person they're about to sleep with.

As my dress was off it was lying by Zayn's t-shirt I was picked up and thrown onto Zayn's large double bed. Maybe I was wrong. He started nibbling my neck. I released a moan. His name. I fist his hair in my hand messing up his perfect quiff that I loved.

"hmmm are you ready baby" was that a rhetorical question? After all this If I said no it would probably still happen.

Before I had time to answer Zayn's pants were on the floor and my nickers too. The only Item of clothing between are skin fully touching was my bra.

I suddenly gasped as I felt Zayn thrust into me. He was coming back and forth over my body he had the cutest face ever. I pulled Zayn's face and locked are lips together. I don't think he was expecting it but he kissed back.

After ten minutes, we both layed on the bed for a few minutes panting trying to catch our breaths.

"Wow" we both said.

10:30pm

Me and Zayn agreed not to tell anyone yet. Are we couple? I don't know. Sex is about making 'love' to eachother. Well it's meant to mean that. Did I have sex with Zayn because I love him or because I wanted him at that moment of weakness I had in my body?

"Francesca!" I turned around it was Eleanor.

"Where'd you get to?" she was slurring. She was drunk. I am the only sensible one Eleanor being the least and Danielle and Jess being in the middle. Well I was sensible. I have only ever slept with people I've been dating at the time never a one night sand and Harry when we were both 17.

"Oh I. I just needed fresh air" I smiled.

"Liar! Liar liar pants on fire! You got off with someone. Omg who?" Eleanor was so drunk she was now laughing.

"No I'm not and I haven't El!"

"Well I have!" she was still laughing.

"What? Who with?" I asked her. It was Eleanor so I'm not surprised.

"Louis"

"Louis who?!"

"Tomlinson. I slept with Louis Tomlinson" she was shouting and laughing and she nearly fell over but I caught her.

"Ok El. I think its time we went."

"Are you having a laugh Francesca? Its only half ten. It's not late."

"I know but you are really drunk!" I said laughing abit. Maybe I should lighten up a bit let her fall and hurt self so we can go. "Where is Danielle?"

"She went looking for Liam cos Liam went looking for you and Harry. Oh my god! You slept with Harry didn't you!"

"No" I quickly snapped at her.