A little goodbye before I die

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I just don't know why people always says "Your a slut! Bitch! Whore!"
And I can't take it anymore...
I just wanna die...
I'm holding a knife
Thinking about 2 things

Should I just die or cut myself?
And I stared at the mirror with the knife in my hand
Whether to kill myself or live for my family
But when I was talking to my first friend here
erzascarlet2001

and she said about the rp
that it doesnt look like one
And more of I look like a slut
I'm not judging you mom

It just hurts so much that you said that
And I can't believe your the first one that became my friend
And maybe your right
Im a slut, whore, bitch
Everything bad you can think

And maybe when I kill myself..
I'll finally be free
From the words that keep hitting me in the heart like a million times
And I'm crying

While writing this
And even after she wrote that
And I learned one thing
To never trust anyone except myself, friends and my family and relatives

Hope I see myself dying
Or killing myself
I hope you guys will be happy without me...

Goodbye my friends

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