Life, How You Confuzzle Me.

Life, How You Confuzzle Me. (09)

As soon as I got back to Mums house I made myself pop tarts, they are what every girl needs in this situation. I took them up to my room to eat and saw Gavin through the window so I decided to do a bit of people watching to pass the time.

I could see in a room that looked to be his, it had a weights bench against one wall and a treadmill against the other.

"Reow!" I said as he took his shirt off, it came out as more of a 'Rowr' as I had pop tart in my mouth. "Yummy scrumboes!"

I watched him work out for another 5-10 minutes before I saw him put the weight down and look at me through the window. Woops he'd seen me!

He shook his head and got up, he seemed to look around his room as if he was searching for something.

Eventually he pulled out a A4 notebook and a pen, he scribbled something down and held the note up to the window so I could see.

'Having fun there?' It said, I quickly picked up my own notepad and pen and went up to my window.

'Sure' I wrote,

'How's it going?' he replied,

'Meh, wbu?' I wrote back,

'Nicole and I broke up'

'Oh :'(' I put a tear face for his sake, I was happy they broke up,

'She cheated on me'

'I don't care' I replied honestly,

'LOL, I was wondering if I could ask you something ?' he said laughing,

OMG OMG OMG, hes single and he wants to ask me something!

'Sure' I replied, playing it cool cat, although on the inside my stomach there was a little circus person doing somersaults,

'Do you like my abbs?' he replied simply, my heart dropped, and my poor little circus person fell mid sommersault and broke his ankle.

I didn't even answer, I just walked away from the window, my perfect Taylor Swift moment didn't happen, damn her and her unrealistic love songs.

On second thoughts I walked back to the window and licked my lips in a sexual way. He laughed and wrote something down on his pad.

'Wanna go get coffee?' it read, I nodded and said half an hour.

I went and changed out of my sweat pants into some jeans, put on my imagine dragons shirt and slipped my converse onto my feet. I then went and tied my bright red hair up in a high ponytail before fishtail braiding it down my back. I don't think I'd ever gotten so dressed up for coffee, even with Michael. I then applied a bit of mascara and eyeliner and some cherry red lipstick. I left the house after grabbing my phone of my desk and slipping it into my jeans pocket.

Gavin and I climbed into Lola, (mine and Haleighs car), and drove over to Starbucks.

"Shit." I mutter as we walk into the coffee shop, realising I forgot my wallet.

"Hey, I am the gentleman, therefor I shall pay." he said, " but don't take that as an excuse to order the most expensive thing here." he finished, winking at me.

We sat at a table by the window, I am what thee would call a 'Pluviophile', which is a person who finds inner peace in the rain, and has great realisation and deep thoughts due to it. I watched the rain fall outside the window of the coffee shop as we talked about anything and everything.

"Mona?" Gavin said, snapping his fingers in front of his face, "Anyone home?"

"Aw what? Sorry! I was just watching the sky fall." I said pathetically, looking up at him, he was suddenly so close, and he smelt so damn good. I suddenly had my feelings take over me and I leaned over the table and kissed him tenderly on the lips. When I pulled away, he was just sitting there with a look of absolute bewilderment on his face. What had I done?

"Sorry!" I cried jumping up, "I'm so sorry!"

I ran out of the coffee shop and down the street, the cold rain pelting down on me from above. I turned a corner and stopped. I sat down in the middle of the pavement, brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them tightly to my body. It wasn't until then I let the tears stream down my cheeks. they mixed with the rain and swirled down my face, smudging my mascara everywhere. Why am I such an idiot?