Burn Book

✨Lonely// Min Suga

The once full of joy room sat silently in the dark. The once sweet cinnamon smell now wreaked of mold and bourbon. The atmosphere now gloomy and depressing, opposite of how her joyful personality would fill the room.

It's been almost 3 years since she left me, and I still haven't recovered. My Hyung's have stopped talking to me, for I was forcing my depression upon them. They're just assholes anyway.

I stumbled around our old apartment imagining the smell of her scent which was long gone by now. Her sweet Butter cream perfume which always lingered in every room she went into

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"You wear to much of that shit Violet!" I grumbled covering my nose in my sweatshirt.

"What's the matter Yoongi? You don't like the smell?" A grin tugged at her naturally flushed cheeks.

My eye's softened at her beautiful features. "Well of course I like it, but it's a little strong.. Don't you think?" I rose from my desk and hugged her waist tightly.

"I guess you could have a point." She agreed pecking my lips.
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I ran my fingers across her clothes, reminiscing the hugs we'd have after a huge fight over something stupid.

How she always traced my veins while we laid together just enjoying each other's company.

Oh how I missed her so. How lonely those night's in the hospital where. The day started normal why did it end the way it did?

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◇ beep........... beep..........beep ◇

The only noise heard in the room as I rushed to see her.

She had cuts an bruises all over her deathly pale face.

"Dammit!" I cursed dragging the chair next to her bed.

When I was told Violet had been in an accident I left my European tour as soon as I could. Everyone said it was fine, but their eyes held a different opinion.

I knew the fans would be suspicious of why I left early, for our relationship wasn't public. The fans were the last thing on my mind at that time.

"Knock knock" A nurse called opening her room door.

I stood looking at the nurse bursting witch questions.

"Hold on, let me just check her levels to see if she's doing ok. Than you can ask away." Her voice was all but calming. My eyes followed her, as she checked everything trying to read her expression.

"Ok, now ask away." She finished scribbling down and turned her attention to me.

"What happend? I got a call a few days ago telling me she got into an accident so I came here as fast as I could and I'm on tour so I couldn't be here when it happ-" I stopped myself realizing I was rambling. The nurse smiled at me than began talking.

"Well we've been informed that the car she was hit head on by a drunk driver. The driver was announced dead on the scene. We don't know the name or even car to the other person, or the driver." Her eyes softened and filledwith Pitty.

"She is in a coma right now. She took quite a few blows to the head and was all banged up worse than this when she came in." The nurse explained than took her leaving. I knew I shouldn't have left for the tour. I knew it, but I did and now she could die.

"Please.. Stay with me sweetie!" I breathed beginning to lose my composure.

A/N
UNEDITED

My first chapter is doneee :)))

I hope you enjoy this sad chapter. I'm not sure why I decided to start with a sad one but I guess I'll go with it 😂