It's been 2 months since I've eaten anything. I haven't binged, I haven't even touched a piece of food or thought about it.
I'm in my room with the door locked. There's sad music playing from my phone as I look at pictures of all these skinny girls. Why can't I look like them? I walked over to my full length mirror, I was wearing a sports bra and tiny shorts so I could see my whole body. My hip bones were showing, my ribs were poking out slightly more than last week, my collarbones were showing and I had a thigh gap. My legs and arms have become so small.
I heard my phone make a sound so I checked and saw that Noah, my boyfriend, texted me. He seemed really worried, he knows I haven't been eating and I haven't been doing okay. He texts me every morning and every night to check in. I send him pictures of my body everyday so that he knows how I'm doing. I told him I was fine but he obviously didn't believe me. I set down my phone and stared into the mirror. I wasn't happy with my body, all I saw was fat.
I'm not skinny enough. I don't think I'll ever be. Sometimes I wish Ana would just leave.
Hey guys! I know it's a short first chapter but I really wanted something and it's better than nothing. Hopefully the next chapter will be longer but I'm not sure yet because I don't know exactly what's gonna happen but it should be up soon! Comment things that I should include in the next chapter and/or future chapters. I'll be back! <3
-Brianna
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My Friend Ana (Luke Hemmings fan fiction)
FanfictionThis is a story about a young girl struggling with anorexia. Showing the ups and downs of her life as she struggles with her self-image. Drama with friends and relationships, a bad home and depression until she meets a boy, Luke Hemmings, who change...
