A crush to never forget

and here somes school

So it's been two weeks since school let out. You know what that means. Ugh.

I wake up to my alarm going off at 6:40 and I roll out of bed. Literally roll. I kinda fell outta the bed. I get up and don't even bother doing my makeup. I put my hair up in a pony tail and throw on some basketball shorts and my school tee shirt.

I go downstairs and get a protein bar for breakfast and then my mom drives me to school. I don't really see anyone I know so I sit by myself and play on my phone. The teacher, Mrs Fues, calls out the attendance. Blah blah blah. Peoples names I don't care about. "Hannah Redman" she calls out "Here" I mumble. "Andy Benson" She calls. "Here" I hear from a deep voice. I look behind me. ITS THE INSTAGRAM DUDE OMG!!! Trying to keep my cool, I just smile at him. He doesn't seem to notice me. Oh well. I tried right?

About an hour into the class, after we get all of the crap that needs to be signed by our parents, we actually start to do gym stuff. We start out with soccer, which I suck at, so of course I kinda just stayed to the side and got yelled at by the teach for "not participating". So I actually started trying. I got the ball and went to kick it when I actually trip over the ball and land on my face. Tons of kids start laughing. Someone offers me their hand to help me up and I look up and it's Andy. I take his hand and he pulls me up. "Hi. I'm Andy." He says with a smile. I look into his eyes. Omg they're sooo blue. It's like someone trapped the ocean in his eyes. "H-hi. I'm Hannah." I say, feeling my cheeks getting red. "Andy why don't you take Hannah to the cafeteria to get some ice for her nose." Mrs Fues says. "Alright." He says, smiling. Gosh he's handsome. I put my hand to my nose to feel a lot of pain. "Ouch." I say as I touch it. "I wouldn't touch your nose if I were you." Andy says, looking into my eyes. "O-oh okay." I say, obviously blushing.
So what school do you go to? He asks "I um, I go to Water Springs, what about you?" I asked. "I go to Mountain Ridge." he said. I'm pretty sure that this summer school is like four schools combined. We go get ice and then head back to class.

My mom picks me up when school is over at about 2:30 so when she picked me up we went out to get something to eat since it was her lunch break. "So any cute boys in school with youu?" She asks, being a nosey mom like usual. "Uh maybe." I say while laughing. She drops me off at our house and then goes back to work. When I get inside I start to change into my bathing suit when the green light on my webcam flashes. "Okay wtf I turned that off this time. I'm sure of it." I mumble. I go and turn it off, a little creeped out. I call Lexi and ask her if she wants to hang out but her boyfriend just got back into town and she wants to spend time with him. He's a nice guy, unlike most guys I know. I haven't talked to Liv since the party but I saw that she put Jackson in her Instagram bio so I'm pretty sure that they're dating. Ew. When she gets herpes I'll be right there to say I told you so.

I go and get out my favorite floats and blow it up. I threw it in the pool and heard my back door slam shut. I turn to see a guy standing there in a black hoodie. "Oh no please no" I whisper to myself. He starts walking towards me slowly. "Who are you?" I say "You will know me soon enough" He says in a deep voice. I've heard that before. Omg. The note. "You left me the note. Didn't you?" I said, angry. "WHO ARE YOU?" I yelled. "He ran up to me and pulled me close to him and crashed his lips into mine. Tyler. "NO!" I yelled. I pulled the hood off of his head. It was him. "Yes baby!" he said while pulling me onto him. He sat down in a chair near the pool and pulled me on top of him. "Kiss me like you want me. Or you'll regret it." I was scared. So so scared. I didn't know what to do. "Now!" he yelled. I started kissing him because I was scared of what would happen if I didn't. I hated it. He already got into my room once to leave me the note so what else could he do? He pushed his tongue into my mouth harder. This is disgusting. I pulled back but he put his hand on the back of my head and pulled me in again. He kissed me harder. This went on for about a minute until he slid his hand onto my butt and started squeezing it. He pushed me off of him. "Get on your knees." he said. "No. why?" I said almost in tears. "Your gonna suck my dick and your gonna like it." He said while pushing my head downward. I did as he told me. I hate myself. Why did I listen to him? Well if I didn't... I don't wanna think about that.

We both heard my moms voice. "Hannah? Sweetie where are you?" "Don't say a word about this." He said. "Or you'll regret it" He slapped my butt as he walked over to my fence and jumped over it. I jumped into the pool and instantly wanted to drown. "I'm out here mom! just swimming!" I yelled. Should I tell her? I'm too scared to.
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