I read the words
The ones I thought I'd never hear
Never see
Never be near
But I read them
They exist
And it broke me apart
I don't think that was the purpose
But it shattered my heart
I'm getting so many different vibes
And stories from different sides
One minute harsh words are uttered
And the kindest words another
They say that they care
You say that you care
But the second anything else happens
I'm pushed to the back burner
All alone again
Maybe I'm meant to be alone
I always drive people away
Or they all forget about me
i'm never enough to make anyone want to stay
and i've finally accepted
that i'll never be okay.
