I'm starting to think maybe its all a mistake that I fell for you. I can't help but feel like you're using me, and it hurts. I don't want to be a toy you play with when your bored only to go and play with another when I'm not fun anymore. I don't want to be used again, I don't want to be hurt again. I want you but I'm finally realizing you don't want me and yeah it hurts. But I'm used to it, and I've gotten better at hiding things. I've gotten better at seeming like I'm really better. But I'm not. I'm a jealous little bitch when someone has your attention. I'm an insecure person, I'm scared that you're going to fall for someone else. I need you to be blunt with me. Do you like me? Yes or no. Don't give me anything about how you want to be friends or any of that. Do. You. Like. Me. Like I fucking do with you? I love you, do you really love me the same way? I'm sorry that I'm feeling all this doubt but its been building up and up and finally its coming out. Do you want to be with me? Do you even like me? Is it all just an act? I need answers....
