Siren's Cry || Cancelled

Chapter 1

Siren's Cry

Chapter 1

Jayy<333: heyy Siren, can i talk to you? its improtant...

i stared at the message on my computer for a long time before responding. 

Siren<666: yeah, of course what's up?

my keys clicked with every letter i wrote, sort of creating a nice lullaby with it's steady clicking.. it took him a while to respond, and i wasnt sure if that was a good thing or not. finally a blip noise erupted from my computer, indicating that he had replied. i clicked on the lit up icon and read his latest message.

Jayy<333: me and my bf got in a fight again ;-;

i shook my ehad, i had told him. i had told him a thousand times and he never bothered to listen to me.  Jayy is my best friend, but sometimes he can do the dumbest of things. like he did with his boyfriend. his boyfriend is a hot head abusive jock from what i've gathered, so i told him to talk to him about it. but Jayy just kept it bottled up and refused. what probably happened was that Jayy finally exploded back on him. i relpied with as much emotion as i could put into the three shortened words.

Siren<666: aww u ok?

Jayy<333: yeahhh i guess..

Siren<666: ughh i wish i could b there with u so i could give u a hug and make you feel better :/

Jayy<333: so tell me where you live (;

why does he do this to me? my heart was beating like a motor in a race car. or like a race car itself, spinning out of control on an obsticle course. or a bull in a red china shop. any of these things would describe perfectly what was hapening with my heart at this very moment.with shaky hands i typed back.

Siren<666: u kno i cant tell u silly billy (:

Jayy<333: wince when is my name billy? 

Jayy<333: and pleeeease! we could snuggle ;d

my cheeks were quickly going from their usual pale to a rosy red, my palms now sweating, my pulse out of control as i typed my response. forget my beating heart, because it had died from over use, and i was now just running on fumes. thinking of seeing him in person made my body erupt with so many different emotions from all over the spectrum.

i yearned to see his pretty face, as his chesnut hair glints in the sunchine, his soft pink lips always in the form of a smile, showing his perfectly white teeth. but i didnt want him to see me. i wasnt stunning like him, i was barely average, and he doesnt diserve average. he diserves a beautiful angel who will love him as much as he loves dubstep. plus, if this is what happened when i talked to him online, only god knows what would happen if i met him in person. i'd probably sponaaneously combust.

Siren<666: it sounds tempting but...

Jayy<333: but wut?? dont i you want to live in a castle with me; ill tell you bedtime stories, and hug u while we watch scary movies

Jayy<333: oh and ill let you take up all the space on the bed (;

Siren<666: uhh i gtg.. sry bey

i shut my laptop quickly and tried to take deep breaths. he always flirted with me like this, and it gets me so confuzed. i shook my head, looking over at my clock. it was almost midnight! i usually stayed up this late, even on week days, but time seemed to go by so fast today. 

i remeber when i met Jayy, it was on Figment.com he had hearted one of my stories, and i sent him a thank you. we started talking to each other and now we are internet best friends. since then i've gone through a ton of books, some failing, and others succeeding, but all of them sad. its weird, because i actually have a lot of people who read my books, and i've never been good at anything.