The Life You Can Not See

January

January 1st

"it seems like I'm sitting in the background watching my life fall apart."

January 2nd

"I love you but moving on is so much more simple than trying again."

January 3rd

"you could stand around and watch your life get torn apart but why not grab a pebble and start building it back."

January 4th

"Don't be like the United States and have your nose in everyone's business but your own"

January 5th

"We were together and you never wanted to talk...now I'm gone and you want to talk...after I have already moved on"

January 6th

"Ending a relationship you thought was going to last forever is hard but still being friends with the person and seeing them every day is so much harder when you still love them"

January 7th

"That moment in your life when you look in the mirror and say 'this isn't me' and you know you have to change something"

January 8th

"Learn from yesterday...live for today...hope for tomorrow..."

January 9th

"I started picking up my self-piece by piece and slowly my life came back together....but came back stronger and better"

January 10th

"Stop assuming."

January 11th

"You helped me be the best I could be, you taught me to put others before myself, you told me nothing is worth losing your family over, you taught me to use my mistakes as lessons, and you did none of these things yourself and that's how I learned because you learned from your mistake."

January 12th

"Even though your heart got shattered your love for him was still getting stronger no matter how much you deny it."

January 13th

"when I'm terrified it seems like I always turn to the things I don't believe in"

January 14th

"Mind your own business...just do it."

January 15th

"No one thinks I have ever had a bad life or went through bad things because of the way I look.....their wrong....do not judge someone's background by the way they look"

January 16th

"Good thing your pretty' might be a compliment to some....its one of the horrible things to me"

January 17th

"Staying up so late to talk about things you won't even remember in the morning."

January 18th

"You are worth it."

January 19th

"to be honest If there was a clone of myself I probably would date it."

January 20th

"Don't tell me to give you an honest answer if you can't handle it."

January 21st

"If you don't want to do it...then don't"

January 22nd

"I watched the elementary kids across from me trying to figure out a handshake just for them....I remember those days."

January 23rd

" those days you look in the mirror and say damn I look good...yea that should be every day."

January 24th

"That point in the day where "I just don't care" is the answer to everything."

January 25th

"You may not have always taken care of me, but you were there...you were always there...you cried when I cried...you made sure to ask if I had a good day...you made sure I was okay...you told me I love you, you told me good morning you told me good night I was your world and I knew it because I loved you...but now with no word from you, my heart hurts without you there's something missing I will never get over you, its worse than a break up because....you were my father...and now your gone..."

January 26th

"Just realized how many people I have hurt in this past year."

January 27th

"When you have two cookies and can only choose one what do you do...just guess at which one is better or see which ones perfect."

January 28th

"No one should have to go home begging their parents to move just because of lies and rumors in a stupid high school...no one should have to sit and cry every day after school...and no one should have to keep the truth bottled up because you know they will judge you..."

January 29th

"'I'm sorry'.... 'I'm sorry too' is a phrase to practice in a relationship."

January 30th

"I've finally found someone who excepts my weirdness and does their own weird things too."

January 31st

"you pass me in the hall like nothing ever happend"