The Life You Can Not See

March

March 1st

"I was a sinking rock in all my emotions, and you pulled me back up...I feel like I can breathe now."

March 2nd

"People told me the kind of person you were...I didn't believe them because everyone deserves a chance...except...you proved that they were right."

March 3rd

"I cried for hours...and then laughed for hours...because I think you made me realize who I'm NOT."

March 4th

"When you believe the rumors over me..."

March 5th

"you toyed with my emotions..."

March 6th

"you should reevaluate yourself 'Mr. perfect'."

March 7th

"why isn't our love like a song?...it seems so perfect."

March 8th

"you left...yes...but I think I just realized how important you were to my life...you showed me exactly who I'm not and who I don't belong with"

March 9th

"you know he's a keeper when he wants to meet your mom before you date"

March 10th

"I dreamed you kissed me last night...just sayin'"

March 11th

"I will never be able to see the words "I love you" and it meant the same thing...because it had been a lie so many times."

March 12th

"you were my friend...well I thought you were"

March 13th

"I've never met someone that will sit down with me and plan out OUR future"

March 14th

"psh...you said it wouldn't work"

March 15th

"you seen me...you looked at me...and didn't say a word....your my brother...i hadn't seen you in so so long"

March 16th

"I love you is such a cliche...oh well...I love you"

March 17th

"I cant even"

March 18th

"I remember you from before...your different....you seem happy with me...that makes me happy"

March 19th

"You have that perfect image of what you kind of perfect life is and even though you know that its not going to be that perfect without thinking you strive for that perfectness anyway and that is good it means your brain is pushing every other little thing out of the way to achieve that one goal...that is dedication"

March 20th

"No I don't miss you....I regret you....there's a big difference"

March 21st

"when you kissed me it felt like the first time....that is when I knew I wanted you for the rest of my life"

March 22nd

"sometimes the feeling of missing someone and regret can feel the same...don't get them confused....don't get trapped a second time"

March 23rd

"I just saw the beauty in me I had never seen before"

March 24th

"I want to do everything with you...take it the way you want...only someone who feels the way I do would know what I mean"

March 25th

"I taught myself secrecy...and how to keep my opinions, what I believe, and my emotions to myself"

March 26th

"I no longer get excited over things like Christmas, Halloween, or Valentines day. I no longer enjoy my favorite things the way I used to. I'm no longer the happy bubbly person my friends and everyone knew...actually I have no friends...I ran all them off with my new self. No, I don't like the new me as a matter a fact I hate the new me. I put a smile on my face where ever I go so I'm not counted as "the depressed kid"....because I'm not depressed...I'm just empty...I'm a person without emotion now that you're gone..."

March 27th

"people say 'if you love me you would do it' but really...it  needs to be 'if you love me you would wait till I'm ready'"

March 28th

"this world is just so screwed up there is no fixing it...it's like a kid growing up slapping its mom if you don't make it stop before its three it will do it forever...the world is the same way...we have no more morals"

March 29th

"yea, I'm the girl that counts down from the last day to the last hour to the last second until I get to see you again"

March 30th

"Don't let your past control the way you think and your actions like mine does"