Reader's POV
You picked up your phone choosing your words carefully, you came up with this: "Hey Phil? Could we talk about your sleepless night last night? I'm just worried about why this is happening..." It took a couple of seconds but Phil eventually responded,"Yeah sure, could we meet up somewhere though? Dan's being really nosy and he's scaring me"
"Sure that's completely fine, where do you want to meet up?" You asked as a smile spread across your face, but then your smile quickly faded as you realized that no one could see you."I was going to leave that up to you, but I have been wanting to go to the park lately." Phil responded. It seemed that he was trying not to force the location upon you. "That's fine. Anywhere is great with me" you paused and then added, "You know, except for dark alleys, and stuff." You said awkwardly trying to be funny, you laughed a little to add the effect. 'And I messed it up again, why am I so so stupid?' You thought.
"Haha, maybe the park then?" Phil asked you. "Sure when should I meet you there?" I asked Phil. "Um, thirty minutes?" He replied. "I'll see you there! Bye, Phil!" I said with a slight smile. "Bye Y/N!" Phil said as he hung up.
"30 minutes? OH CRAP! I'm not even dressed yet!" You exclaimed, looking at the pastel blue pajamas you were wearing. You rushed to the closet, and opened it. Quickly searching for what to wear, you found a shirt that you loved, and put it on. You then grabbed some black jeans and put them on while walking to the bathroom as well. After quickly brushing your (color of your choice) hair, you then straightened it to look half decent. You didn't bother putting makeup on because you didn't wear it anyway.
You bolted to the door of your flat, grabbing your phone and flat keys as you opened the door, an then closed it quickly. You decided on wether you should call a taxi or not. "TAXI!" You yelled as a taxi quickly pulled up.
"To Central Park please!" You told the taxi driver, as you payed him ahead of time. You then realized you should've walked, the park wasn't to far away. So, you asked the taxi driver to drop you off a little early.
As you were sitting in the taxi, you received a notification from Twitter. Dan had tweeted something :
Danisnotonfire : "@AmazingPhil just ran from me through his window, WHAT DO I DO?!"
"The window? Phil-why would he?" You said to yourself, puzzled by what Dan had just tweeted.
"Here's your stop" the taxi driver said blandly. You thanked him for the ride, and started to walk towards the park entrance. You then checked the time on your phone, and thought, "Crap, I'm almost late..." You started walking a bit faster towards the park, only to see Phil being surrounded by fan girls. "Its like whenever we meet up, we can't talk without fans surrounding us..." You thought. You had a YouTube channel too, with over 2 and a half million subscribers.
You walked into the actual park, and you were suddenly surrounded by fans that had noticed you too. You didn't like that many people around you, as you weren't used to it, and it made you uncomfortable.
You saw Phil's face, and then his hand reached out. You quickly grabbed his hand. He began running, and he was much faster than you had expected. You tried to keep up, and then Phil dragged you into a shaded area. 'Well, it looks like we actually did end up in a dark alley...' You thought to yourself. You and Phil saw the fans run by frantically looking for us. Both of our phones suddenly went off. You looked to see that Dan had yet again, tweeted something :
Danisnotonfire : WTF IS THIS? @AmazingPhil @__________
Dan had attached a picture of Phil dragging while we were running. At first, you thought, 'How in the world did Dan take that picture?' But then you said to Phil, "Well, this is bad isn't it..." You sighed, adding, "Really Dan?"
"It's alright... Are you okay?" Phil asked as he turned to you. "Yeah I'm fine." You said, then adding,"a lot of times I wish the fans wouldn't do that. I never ha- um never mind..." You realized you almost said to much. You pulled a fake smile and pretended you didn't say anything, even though you clearly did. Phil smiled back at you, but you didn't have a clue if he meant it or not.
Phil started to walk out to see if the coast was clear, but he tripped on a large rock. You laughed a tiny bit before helping him up. "Who would put a rock there?" Phil said as he looked outside of the alley. "Maybe it was destiny" you teasingly joked with him.
You followed Phil slowly as he fixed his glasses and found a spot to see. You were filled with butterflies, because Phil Lester had held your hand. Even if you WERE running from screaming fans.
"Might have not been the best day, but a least we're alive..." Phil said as he reached out for your hand as he spoke, he blushed a bit, but then he laughed about something. You grabbed Phil's hand thinking, "why not?"
Phil lead you over to a spot where he sat down. You didnt sit down just yet, as you stared at the sky. The sun was setting, and you could see the dark colors chasing it. The silhouettes of the trees looked like a black paper cut out. "What did you want to talk to me about again?" Phil said, you could hear him getting out his phone behind you.
"Umm," you said but you trailed off. You were nervous, and not to mention completely lost in your thoughts as you stared at the beautiful display in the sky.
"Oh yeah, you wanted to talk to me about last night when I was having a sleepless night..." Phil said as you still stared off at the sky. You then heard Phil pat the grass, wanting you to sit down. You sat down next to him, "Sorry I was just lost in my thoughts, as always." You apologize as you shook your head to come back to reality.Phil's phone had made a noise, and I looked at him, wondering why it went off so suddenly. You got a quick glimpse of what it said, it was an text from Dan. You stared at Phil as he texted back, and then you decided to look at the sky again, so you wouldn't invade Phil's privacy. The sky was starting to darken, and fill with stars of different sizes. "Sorry" Phil said turning to me, "You can go ahead..."
"Well, um I-I was just worried about you. Y-you've been having a lot more sleepless nights lately..." You said stuttering a bit, then looking at Phil. "Oh, um..." Phil said, he didn't seem to know what to say. "You really don't have to worry..." he concluded. "I-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything..." You sighed and quickly looked away from Phil, and then into the darkening sky. The two of you sat in silence for awhile. It was nice.
"I-I should go shouldn't I?" I said, standing up quickly. "I'm sorry I wasted your time Phil." You said with a bit of sadness in your voice. "You didn't waste any of my time, it was fun, we should definitely do this again sometime." Phil says with a smile on his face as he stood up. "It was great spending the afternoon with you, Y/N!" He said as he held out his hand. "Yeah, sure anytime." You smiled and shook Phil's hand, but you didn't let go. Phil let go, but when he did he left a small note in your hand. He had written "don't worry." down on the piece of paper. You smiled as you watched Phil walk back to his flat.
You began walking back to your flat as the sky darkened, and filled with beautiful stars. As you reached your apartment you tweeted :
@_____________ : Just had an amazing day with @AmazingPhil even if we did get mobbed by fans :)
You unlocked the door to your flat, and walked to your bedroom. You decided to look through the comments of your latest YouTube video, and then you slowly drifted off to sleep to the sound of the night.
A/N : Just so you know, the next chapter will be Phil's POV on this :)
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Lost | Phil X Reader [ON HOLD]
Fanfictionyou love him. you don't want to lose him. but he's taken away, and now you're lost. without him.