(dippers POV)
I layed there on the table, my vision black faded so everything was a blur. Bill had left. After he saw me almost pass out he left me in the room, it's been probably around 2 hours now... What had happened... My mind keeps trying to find a reason, some sort of conclusion as to why he would suddenly burst out like this... But nothing comes to my mind.
I looked around once more hoping for some sort of light, a hope that I could get out of this place... But nothing came, no one came to help.... Please don't let me die here...
( bills POV )
I took another swig of whiskey, throwing the now empty bottle across the room, it soon shattering into pieces after the contact to the wall. I sat back down in the old wooden chair I had brought into the room with me.
"Gaaaaaaaahh!!" I screamed at nothing particular, punching the beige wall, my fist going through and dry wall flying everywhere. I pulled my fist out to find it bloodied and shaking, I poured some of the new bottle of alcohol I grabbed on the cuts which stung, but in a way... It felt nice.
I fell to the ground, my knees shaking, my hands to my eyes to try and stop the flow of tears that dared flood over my eyelids. My choked sobs got worse and worse, my mind going fuzzy.
"W-what h-h-have I-I done..." I repeated those four words unable to stabilize my voice.
W-what h-h-have I-I done..."
"WHAT HAVE I DONE!!" I yelled letting all my rage and sadness pour out of me like lava from an erupting volcano.
He was my only chance, he was the only one... Why are they taking him away from me... Why did I do what I did.. Why do I have to love him...
Thoughts raced through my head making me feel worse and worse, I drowned in my own sorrow, worries filling my body to the brim, what will happen to them once they take him, why did they make me do it..
My sobs slowly turned into small whimpers as I lay there on the ground, shattered like the bottle of whiskey on the ground,
Why me, why are you doing this to me...
*don't hate me please!! Actually go ahead I don't care!! There's many reasons to hate right now, but I promise in the words of Melissa McCarthy from the heat 'it'll get better' haha!! Anyways sorry this took so long, I have no excuse like I've legit been in my room for the past 2 months and haven't done shit!! Anyways I'm rambling vote/comment/follow and HAVE A GOOD LIFE!!*
Post. Script. Lol I found out what p.s means!!
Other post script, sorry if it's shit and if it's short and if it took forever I'm just a douche canoe... But I edited it for once!!!
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