Mine now (billdip)

Chapter 12- hurts like hell

(Dippers POV)

I crawled my way to the door leaving small trails of blood doing so. My wounds have mostly closed and the bleeding slowed down significantly. I heaved my sore naked body off of the ground, grasping the door handle with all of my might.

I tried turning it, but just as I had the door opened to a stone cold faced bill. He looked down at me with the same monotone expression he's been wearing for the majority of the past few days. His slender frame crouched down to my height on the ground. His long, thin fingered hands slid between my stomach and the ground, him making sure not to touch my injuries.

He lifted me into the air, looking back up and stepping out of the room. He closed the door and started walking. Not a word being said by neither mouths that carried in the halls. Silence lingered like the smell of a rotten apple. He reached a door, lifting me with one hand as he went to open the small dark wood door.

With my eyes closed feeling the only bit of comfort I had in a long while, I was lightly placed onto a soft duvet. My head shifting, and melding into the feather pillows surface. My brown eyes opened slowly, my vision coming to me in small portions until all was clear and I saw bill, he had a small frown placed upon his beautiful lips.

He just looked at me, and I looked at him, there was a comfort in looking in his eyes although I knew bad news was coming, or something worse. A single tear streaked down the side of bills pale cheeks, it was now that I decided to take in all of his features and I realized how dead he looked.

Large purple bags under his eyes, his face paler than usual, eyes stained in tears, with a slight red puffiness to them. His outfit torn and stained with blood, alcohol and tears. His hand had a large bandage around it, soaked through to the brim with blood. His lips looked sad and hollow, his whole form looked hollow. For someone I've come to love through these past few weeks, this was devastating to me.

A single word slipped from his mouth as he looked at me.

"Pine tree..." Was all he could say before crashing onto my chest, tears soaking my cut and bruised chest, but I didn't mind. After a few minutes of sobbing he finally looked up at me, his glossy eyes looking into my slightly wet ones. He was now at the height of me, his head over to the side, him laying in the fertile position as he stared into my eyes. I lay my chest facing upwards my head turned slightly to look into his eyes.

"Y-you c-c-can't l-love me.." He stated, sounding more breath than word. I was shocked by his words. My eyes widened and I felt them getting watery.

"W-what?..." I managed to get out. He looked at me again his eyes hardening but obviously still soaked in tears.

"Y-your going away.." He said again only breath coming from his lungs, words barely audible. Where was I going, why was I going, who was I going to?? Questions ran through my head and the only word I managed was

"Okay" but my eyes and every other feature of my body cried out why, why would he send me away right when I began to have feelings for him??

"I'm sorry... I can't do anything to stop it.... You must leave..." By the end of the sentence his face was streaked in fresh tears. I felt myself start to cry as well, I felt the salty warm water run down my face gently touching my lips, the salty flavour hitting my tongue. That's when I broke down.

The tears started flowing and it hit hard. I smushed my head into bills shirt hugging him close to me. I don't wanna go... I wanna stay with you... Please...

* hey I'm listening to really depressing but beautiful music right now so ya, this is probably the longest most quickest update I've made, I know it's sad, I feared up a couple times lol. The feels. Whelp, hope you liked my sad romance moment, vote/comment/follow and HAVE A GOOD LIFE!!*

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