I look up when I think of you, which is every hour of everyday. I can imagine the clouds reflecting through my eyes- that's what you use to say when you stared at me. Heaven is a place on earth and that's what you use to tell me all the time, your thumb stroking my shoulder for calmness. It's sad to think that you're gone and I'm only saying sad because I don't know what other word other than sad because I'm unoriginal with these kinds of things. But you said my specialty was writing, so I decided to write to you baby. It might not be a lot but maybe you'll read these one day. My heart is aching without you and I can't imagine how I'm still here today, you've made me a stronger person here or not. I don't want to let you down. You cheered me on when I smiled, danced or even just seeing you. Your arms embracing my body, you kept me warm like the coldness was the evil are you were the warm heat which was the kindest of them all.
I miss you. So dearly I wished I could be with you right now.
