I've Fallen For my Twin's Best Friend And He's A Werewolf?!

Chapter 16

The song is Numb by Linkin Park I thought it discribed Justin ral well and that he's trying not to be like Ashton. You'll understand once you read. Enjoy

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~Justin’s POV~

 

          I groaned and opened my eyes to look at my little brother who was lying in the hospital bed next to me. My face softened as I studied his beat up face.

            *How did this happen?* I thought back when I started to become a real jerk to my family and began doing illegal things.

            It all started back when I was 14 and I was with a group of friends…

           

I walked down the road with some friends and we all were laughing throwing the football back and forth and we were headed to my house. Ashton said he needed some money for something so I was going to ask mom for some. When we arrived at the house I saw my little brothers, little sister, and their little friend playing outside, well more like Aiden and Scar were glaring at each other but still. I walked inside with my friends.

            “Mom!” I yelled. She came running out of the kitchen.

            “Yes dear?”

            “Can I borrow 20 bucks?” She looked at me wide eyed.

            “Honey, what do you need $20 for?”

            “I wanted to by a game from the store.” I lied, I knew then and there something bad was going to happen from that. She shook her head.

            “I’m sorry; we don’t have enough money to just give out Justin. Maybe I’ll take you in a few days to get the game.” And she walked back into the kitchen. I looked at Ashton.

            “Sorry man.” He gawked at me.

            “That’s it really!? Dude, just take it. C’mon, in a few days we’ll slip the money back in and she won’t notice.” I gulped and saw mom’s purse sitting there. I slowly walked towards it with an outstretched arm and got her wallet. I pulled out a twenty and handed it to Ashton.

            “Brother?” I turned real fast to see Ray. “What are you doing? Mom said no.” I walked up to him.

            “It doesn’t matter, she wont find out, will she?” I said angrily. He gulped and agreed. Then with that me and my friends ran out and all the way to a dark alley.

            “Guys, what are we doing here?” Ashton told us to wait while he ran in. Later he came out with drugs. That night we I had done drugs for the first time and was not caught.

 

            I sighed and remembered the next time I did something illegal. I was 15 with a drivers permit and Ashton wanted to go for a drive since he lost his license but we didn’t have a car so we stole dads. Then I joined the football team and got drunk at the after parties Ashton would host. Then following that I began sleeping with many girls and had a new one almost every night. I wouldn’t blame my family for hating me, I’ve been a jerk to all of them especially Ray. He was the one who always tried to stop me from getting into problems like that, but I would always shove him away and threaten him saying that if he told anyone I would hurt him.

            I lowered my head. If I could take back everything I’ve done and said I would in a heartbeat. I would do anything for my family to forgive me, but I was to far in and to far hooked to want to change. I became the stereotype jock that all the guys hate or idolize and all the girls are in love with until I sleep with them and break their heart.

            The more minutes that passed the more disgusted I became with myself. Then one thought hit me.

            *My brother’s in the hospital because of me. *Everything inside me dropped and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. The little boy who used to be my biggest fan until I was 14 was now in here because of me. That’s when the first tears came pouring out for the first time in so many years. All the drugs and alcohol made me numb and forget all my mistakes. I did all of it to stay away from this one feeling: Guilt.

            I lied there until I heard the door open and my parents and Marcus ran in. My parents went to Ray first. I didn’t care, I deserved it, but what shocked me was Marcus came over to me first. The funny thing was he didn’t know I was awake.

            “Hey big bro,” My heart raced at those words. How Marcus could stand to say that to me I won’t know. “You scared me today, you both did. When you two started punching each other, I honestly don’t know what was running through your minds.” I opened my eyes and saw he had tears running down his face.

            “Marcus, I’m sorr-“

            “Justin?!?!” Marcus hugged me tightly. Our parents ran over and hugged me as well. We all talked for a minute and then I looked at them.

            “Can you please just send Scar in here?” They nodded and left. I had to make things right between all of us no matter how long it took.

            “Justin?” I heard a weak voice next to me say. I looked over at Ray.

            “Ray, Scar’s on her way. I need to talk to you both.” He glared at me. Like I said earlier, I didn’t blame him. We stared at each other and then broke eye contact when we heard a small knock on the door. The door swung open and there was Scar. She walked in and closed it behind her.

            “You wanted just me?” I nodded my head as she grabbed a chair and sat down in the middle of the two beds.

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This is for anyone who got confused last chapter on why Justin was so hated and stuff like that. Thanks for reading~

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