Empty Space #Wattys2016

2)Break

Chap 2

"But oppa we haven't seen each other for so long and I thought I'll come stay over tonight...if you're tired we can just go to bed..." I fought not wanting my 3 hours of waiting to go to waste and purely wanting to spend time with him.

By now Miss Lee has left the living room giving the two of us some time to our selves.

"Mina-ah..." He sighed. "I don't want to fight"
As he made a way further into the house.

Before he could reach for the bedroom door my body quickly followed behind him, arm snaking to either sides of his waist. Clinging onto him. The tears has successfully won over me, streaming freely down my cheeks.

For the past two weeks it was almost impossible to even hear his voice not to mention see him in person with all the album Comeback and all the practices he had to attend. Countless phone calls were returned with voice mails, visited to his house returned with empty cold space. I felt smaller than ever...

"Suho" a soft almost painful whine came out of my lips. "Please just tonight let me stay."

He didn't budge...

"I visited so many times but your never home...I called but you wouldn't pick up so please just let me stay...I miss spending time...even if it's just quietly laying beside you." My voice slightly louder now from the frustration I'm feeling.

This time he finely moved, but only to loosen my arms gently away from his waist." My heart almost fell to pieces and the lump in my throat grew bigger. Ignoring me he stepped into his room and towards his walk in closet.

Deep down I knew it was a sign for me to do as I was told but I just couldn't.

I followed him closely behind but gave him some space, stopping at the door way of the closet.

"Can't we be like before...?" I whispered barely audible.

That was enough for him, slamming the t shirt he was wearing on to the floor and towering over me with his half naked frame leaving nearly no gap between us.

My heart beat could probably be heard from miles away...

Leaning down and pulling me towards him, our lips collided not in a romantic way , it almost felt like he was fighting me and showing dominance over his lips. Having no time to react I stood like a sculpture while he forcefully deepened the kiss, tongue easily dominating mine.

I could feel my back being pressed against the wall but all I could do was stand frozen with my eyes shut not being able to process.

My senses came back as soon as I felt his hand tugging on the hem of my shirt...Shit

"Suho..." I called out "What the hell?!" Pressing my hands against his lower abs to create some distance.

"Isn't this what you want?" He huffed rubbing his fingers through his hair. Something he always did when he's stressed.

Does he really think I'm just here for sex?

"I just want a normal relationship. I want to spend time even if it's just watching a movie...can't we just be like before...what the hell happened to you?!" Angry tear start sliding uncontrollably down my face.

"We never had a normal relationship! From the day we started dating it was never normal? " He was beyond frustrated, sitting down on his bed. Arms holding his head.

Deep down I knew we never were like other couples...never allowed to be seen in public, never really having time to spend together. To be honest I don't even remember having a date outside of this house.

"I don't need you to take me on dates! I don't need fancy dinners and expensive dinners! I just want your time...even if it's for a couple hours! That's all I'm asking for..." I sighed more tears running down my cheeks, my makeup probably a mess.

"I think we need a break..." He sighed.