Susanna
My Edward vs. Jacob situation was causing me to loose focus on everything except Harry and Louis, and it caused me to get a poor grade on my English test.
"Susanna, it's been a week since the gala. Get over it." Karla said to me at lunch the day I found out about bombing my test. "Just talk to Harry."
"I've already talked to Harry, and even if I were to try again, I wouldn't be able to. He runs the other way when I see him." I said, sitting down in front of Louis. He decided to join Niall, Karla, Harry, and I's table. Altough, Harry hasn't sat here since the soccer wards ceremony.
Louis scoffed, "Why do you care so much?"
A pinch of anger broiled inside me at his rudeness. "Because he's my friend."
"Damn, if you wanna talk to him so bad, come to practice. He'll be in the locker room most of the time." Louis said.
I nodded and looked over at Niall. He wasn't talking much either, but he is Harry's best friend. I was hoping he would talk some sense into Harry, but that seems like it hasn't happened.
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"Harry, Harry! Harry! Harry!" My voice reached as high as it possibly can as I ran after Harry in the locker room. He didn't get very far, as he tripped over his abnormally large feet and fell on his ass near a bench by Louis' locker.
I held back a giggle and helped him up. "Are you okay?"
It was a simple question, but he seemed to think more into it than he needed too. His eyes searched mine for something, maybe to see if I really meant what I asked, or if I was being sarcastic. He finally decided I was being sincere, and gave me an answer.
A very detailed answer.
"No, Harry is not okay! Susanna, you like Louis, and I like you, but I'm stupid! And everyone keeps making fun of Har- me! Susanna and Niall are the only ones who understand Harry! Harry..I-I mean I want to be okay, and by okay, I mean that I want you to kiss me and then we'll be together forever, BUT THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPY BECAUSE SUSANNA IS WITH LOUIS!"
He sobbed and sobbed until there was no more tears left in his bright green eyes, and I just stood there, not knowing how to react.
"Harry..."
Harry used his sleeve to wipe his nose. I tried not to cringe. He stared at me and sobbed again.
"I may not be a normal boy, but I think I know what love is, Susanna."
I swallowed and stared down at my now-interesting black Toms on my feet. He said a full sentence without sounding as if he forced it out or thought about it at all, but something tells me he was dying to say that.
"I am not 'with' Louis, Harry. He just asked me to the ceremony before you did." I said solemnly.
"But Louis cuter than Harry."
I thought for a moment on how to respond to this without sounding mean.
I took a step towards Harry and leaned into him, peering into his unique eyes with my boring, poop brown ones.
"Not necessarily."
And I kissed him.
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Another cliffhanger lol.Sorry for not updating In a while. I broke up with my long term boyfriend, moved into a new house, and it's just been busy and tiring, so I haven't had time to write. Please forgive me.
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Fanfiction"They think you're weird, I think you're precious." ******* To Susanna, there wasn't anything more precious than the autistic boy that lived down the street.