(Animation above is by me it's basically a little thing I decided to add)
We used to walk together, through forest, across beaches, on the damp grass by lake lit up by the moonlight
We used to stare at the stars, nature, each others eyes
We used to talk all the time, make promises, tell secrets, whisper sweet nothings
So many thing we used to do together, sing, cuddle,kiss, sure we even argued but it always ended with one of us crying or apologising constantly, I could never stay mad at her I mean who could....
The way those hazel eyes would slightly shimmer when tears fell or how her voice grow softer as she realised she said something she regretted, her small figure would freeze as she constantly says sorry, I would laugh to myself before placing her in a hug and tell her there's no need to say sorry, her little whispers and laughs are what made me feel something, not that cliche, it made my heart melt or it felt like all time had stopped , it was more like all those moments that have happened where gone my past was gone the only thing I could focus on we're those gorgeous eyes that smile ..god that smile....that laugh was all I could hear, it was like thousands of tiny whispers had come together to create a loud but quite little laugh that could make the whole world smile, but yet her laugh was for me to hear that laugh was for me, I always had a hard time accepting that she chose me, she let me be hers, I was hers, all those moments we had shared I will never forget, as most people would say "we're the perfect match" or something like that, but really, we were just two people who had fallen madly in love a silly little love that grew into more, a lot more really.....a passion I guess you could say, a dream, a dream I would love to have again, one I would never wake up from.....just once...one more time...see her smile....hear her laugh....look at those eyes...the feel of her lips against mine....how I miss how she giggles, how she laughs, how she sings....how...she......she...
No time to cry Lila, she wouldn't want you crying would she......smile...smile how she would want you to......
"If I were to get lost in the skies for a night, I wouldn't think of it as a dream, more like a wish that finally happened....."
That's what she always said to me.....I'm going to see her again, this time i won't let anything happen....
The flowers lie on the grave of her now gone lover, tears role down her cheeks from missing her, a smile across her face knowing one day they will be together once again, the wind blows through the trees but silencing when the girl kneels down at the grave her reflection staring right back at her, her hand placed on the marble grave as she reads the righting over and over again, she moves her body up words so she is standing, she takes out a picture staring at it, the grip on the photo Tightens as she holds tears from her eyes, she brings up a smile as she puts away the picture looking at the grave once more..
"See you soon........my darling little flower...."
