*i wonder if she sees herself the way I see her, she's amazing, like. Amazing. She doesn't seem to see all her amazing features, those eyes, that smile, that laugh, how she scrunches that little nose of hers when she eats something she doesn't like, her small figure standing against my taller one, she can't see past her insecurities, she thinks she's fat ugly untalented and unwanted, but in my eyes she is the most gorgeous person I've ever seen, she's so talented in so many ways, her existence is a talent, being so Cute is a talent, as I sit here I often think what she thinks of me, am I special to her? Is a thing special to her? I just want to be there for her constantly, I want to be by her side, stay by her, protect her with all I am, I am her her guard but one day I want to be more than that to her, I want to be her everything, or maybe just a person that she's sees as more than a friend, I hope one day I can tell her I love her even though she already knows, but at this moment of time...that's not how she sees me, she just sees me as her guard, her friend,don't get me wrong....she's amazing....I love being her friend..but.. I can't keep my emotions back for long, but I half to, it's my duty to protect her not force feelings into her that she probably doesn't want, I shall guard her with my life, and until the perfect day comes, I'll tell her, tell her how's she's my light, my hope, my everything....I love her...I always have...she just can't see it, she has to much to do to notice my love for her*
He sits there thinking to himself, all the things that he wants to happen all the things he wants to do but the things he has to do, somethings come before others
Wind blows past the small bench he's sitting on, the slight rattle of his armour as he shifts a bit to get comfortable, the sky is loosing the sun as the moon takes over along with the Stars, the small glycine of the moon reflects on the water casu if to light up across the docks, the wind barely blows through the trees, the animals are at rest so are the people, all to be seen is the water and the moon, all to be heard is the small current of the water moving and splashing against the rocks, the light of the water shines a little brighter as all the clouds start to fade letting the moon shine the way it's meant to
*the moon and the starts almost shine as bright as her, the starts are like her eyes, they sparkle so bright, but yet she can't see that sparkle or the shine only the others around her....*
A small sigh escapes his mouth as he realises his dreams might not come true, there's not always a happy ever after at the end of the book, maybe his happy ever after is yet to be written, his eyes meet the stars as he stares at the beauty of the night sky, he sits there and wonders
Will she ever love me the way I love her?
He looks of into the sky
*lord aphmau.....I love you*
(Yo Sophie you happy, there's a chapter for your story! Am I cool yet mother!)
