Our Paranormal Experiences

Ashleigh's Story..

I'm a religious person and in the bible it says that God gave some of his children the gift to see the souls or sprits of the dead some have unfinished business so they stay until called upon. My mother and her mother had the same gift... unfortunately my mom died when I was 10. The first time I ever saw a ghost or spirit was when I was in my mom's bathroom taking a bath with the door wide open cause I'm a lazy ass and I didn't close the door. My mom was on the old ass computer we had checking Facebook and I saw a man walk across the room and I said "mom dads home" and she was like no he isn't and I was like he's right there and she said honey no one is there and that's when she figure out I could see spirits as well. When my mom died I was crushed I was only 10 and didn't know anything of the world or girl world as some may say I was like a deer in a open field in hunting Season (remind you I'm from Texas) but how she died was even worse grusome is quite the word for it. She enjoys taking baths when she doesn't feel good, so in the middle of the night she took a bath. Turned out she was so tired and she fell asleep in the bath tub and never woke up, I woke up to my dad's scream but the hardest part was when my brother Andrew thought we were pranking him I had no help from him when I needed him the most..... and I'm gonna be completely honest I got mad at God for taking away my mother and honestly for quite some time I lost all belief in him...... and I shut everyone I cared about out at that time. I was internally freaking out but I never showed it at least I knew how I to love people back then... anyway I was sitting in the kitchen with my oldest brother Andrew (my favorite brother cause he was always there for me and didn't treat me like trash like my middle brother Austin does) and I look at my moms bedroom door and I see her there. I couldn't tell my dad cause he was at krogers and I didn't want my brother thinking I was crazy. So when my dad got home I told him and he understood, he told me about what the bible says and my mom, her mom, and I were "blessed" with this gift. What I didn't ever tell anyone was that there had been this really scary woman and she would scare me so bad I used to have to sleep with a pillow over my head or blankets she's still here. I'm now 15 she hasn't gone away and I don't think she will. So one night I was so scared of my room because of the lady that I slept in the living room and I saw a boy, he used to follow me everywhere to school and everything but one day my dad said to talk to him next time I see him so I did and I told him to go to heaven, after that I never saw him again. A couple of months later something very tragic happened my grandmaw died of heart clogging, my brother was so upset, and so was I. One night I went into the kitchen and I saw her racing around the kitchen cooking like she used to and then she looked at me and disappeared when I said nanny it's time to go see mama tell her I said hi and that I love her.... I wish I could do that hell I wish heaven had visiting hours. Then a couple of months or a year I don't really remember another thing tragically happened to my brother and I (the favorite one) Andrew, in the living room I asked him why he wasn't in pjs and he wouldn't tell me and I asked him to help me figure out if my bird was a boy or a girl and he did and we decided girl. Then I went to sleep unaware of what I would wake up, I woke up to my dad asking me where he was....we looked everywhere my dad eventually went outside and he was looking everywhere and I just stepped out on the porch and there he was on the tree with a gun throw at his feet I scream Andrew and pointed, my dad raced over I ran inside and got my other brother Austin we walked out there together and I saw everything..... it hurts to just think of all of this.... everytime I close my eyes I see his lifeless body lieing on the floor I got so angry that he would just leave me and that he would leave our family in this hard time WE WERE GOING THROUGH ALMOST THE SAME DAMN THING AND HE JUST LEFT FOREVER!!..........so they had a candle light for him and I saw him on the football field and I started crying, I got so sad, mad, I was over all done I just was so mixed up and I don't even remember...... so after that I locked my heart up and I don't even know what love feels like anymore. I don't have any love left cause if you love someone too much they can be taken away in a split second and it sucks, I don't ever want to feel that pain again love is dangerous and painful, everyone wonders why I don't cry at funerals because for me THERE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and I can see them until they leave for heaven.... most people think I'm weird but I don't fucking care anymore..... I hate graveyards there everywhere hell there almost anyplace I go I can see, sense, feel, hear everyone and I choose not to see them it's not easy hell I have a little girl named Sarah in my attic and she won't leave I've tried to talk to her but she is still there I see people everywhere and you may thing I'm crazy or that this is fake but it's not my life is not normal it's very complicated but I'm still moving along and I'm not leaving till my time is done so that means the ghosts or spirits are gonna be a usual thing so I guess I'm gonna have to deal with it.......