Moving On

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I'm in love.

With my ex-best-friend.

Warren Hunters.

Warren Hunters has the best personality, and he's an ambivert. Bright blue eyes,a beautiful unacnefied face (unlike me),and a girlfriend. 

His girlfriend: Autumn Chazers, The prettiest girl on earth, with the softest straight red hair, the perfect body with the most gorgeous hazel eyes. Her personality makes her just more perfect.

Then there's me who has an absolute hopeless crush on a boy who is in love with someone else.

Me and Warren used to be best friends, we used to talk a lot, we used to be extremely close. Then about a year ago -at the end of our sophomore year- Warren developed feelings for Autumn Chazerz who was the girl for him. Little did he know who was right in front of him, the person who fell for him since 6th grade.

Since he was a slight extrovert he was apart of the popular group, so was she,but not me. They started dating and that's when my heart was forever broken.

Their 1 year anniversary is coming up in a week. 1 year and it still feels like yesterday was when he asked her out. If I did a time lapse of their almost 1 year relationship, majority of the time it will be them doing something cute and me either being heartbroken in the background or thinking about him or on the rare occasion of him not being on my mind.

In 1 year our best-friendship degraded to acquaintanceship. At the beginning he made an effort but kept on making rainchecks. When I complained he made too many arrangements with her he was decent enough to take me out, but I would third wheel. Eventually after about a few months he actually didn't bother, neither did I.

I didn't have the confidence to walk up to him and Autumn making out and say,"Hi Warren you wanna hang out on Saturday?"

Without it either ending with him saying,"Sorry me and Autumn have plans."

Or Autumn saying,"Sorry I have to make sure what Warren's entire tongue tastes like."

Ok ok I'll be realistic.

"Fudge off can't you see we're busy here! Like you're the most needy girl ever! If anything you're trying to steal my man!"

Ok she wouldn't actually say that...I bet she'll think it though.

Autumn Chazers was new in the sophomore year, Warren and I joined in the beginning of elementary school.

I wish I could go back to elementary school and be Warrens best friend again, with no disturbances. Also life was less stressful.
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Wait, what was this paragraph about again? I got lost in my thoughts. I hate it when I read without concentrating.

Oh here I was.

"He then kissed her, he loved her."

Triggered...