Moving On

Hospitalized

What happened yesterday with Warren has gone through my head almost constantly, he's losing trust in Autumn.Why does he care wether or not me and Anthony are together?

Maybe I should really get over him. Besides, maybe my brain thinks Anthony is good looking because it's telling me to move on,
sort of,
I don't know.
Honestly my thoughts haven't been stable since yesterday. If there was an accurate description for what my thoughts are right now is the aftermath of a bomb explosion.

Today Autumn invited me out to go to the same coffee place we talked at,with her and her friends. I'm not looking forward to this at all. They all preppy and barely interact with me, I'll probably either be shunned or left out.
What confuses me is: Why does she want to hang out with me and we've only had one solid conversation ever?

But Warren wants me to do this, and I'm not gonna let him down. Autumn says we're meeting there at 13:00 and it's about 9:00 right now, I have plenty of time to kill.

My phone rings, I check and it's Jessica. I instantly pick up my phone.

"Hey. Why you calling. Did you and Conner finally organise something?"

Me and Jessica are the only two people who have crushes, well mine's the only completely hopeless one.

Jessica likes this guy Conner, he's nice and friendly and ect.  Jessica has liked him for a while, probably a year, she always thinks he likes somebody else but it's extremely obvious that he digs her. Here just a short breakdown of the obvious signs they like each other.

1. He smiles extremely often when they talk.
2. I always catch him staring at her.
3. Just before exams him and his friends were talking and I overheard him talking about her then they all hushed him and pointed at me. Which I found very odd coming from mostly 17 year old boys.
4. He said he was gonna ask her to 'hang out' over the summer and I'm anxiously waiting for them to hit it off.

In conclusion everyone's love life is better than mine. Even the two pigeons I saw when I drove home from school yesterday have a better love life than me.

"No, I'm still waiting. We text eachother but nothing much."

"Why did you call me?"

"Oh yeah! Uhm, It's about Alexa. It's actually quite serious."

My concern level goes from 0-100 real quick."What happened?"

"Ahem."

I can hear she doesn't have the nerve to say she wants to say. I'm starting to stress.

"Alexa was hospitalised."

My mind can't really comprehend what she just said. The first thing my brain comes to conclusion is that someone accidentally shot her in archery and potentially killed her.

"WHAT! HOW? DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING MORE?"

"That's all I know. Her mom just phoned mine and told me to tell you. I really hope she is fine."

How does she say this so casually?

I exhale deeply, I know she heard me through the the phone.

"We can't visit her either, apparently she's still in ICU."

I don't even think twice and I go to my car.

"What hospital is she at? I'm going there."

"She's most probably at the one nearby."