SOLDIER
There comes a time when you don't even care. When everything you once knew, just isn't there.
All you can think about is what it's like to die.How it would feel. How it would taste.
When everything around you is slowly passing by.
You never raise an eyebrow, never think "why?"
You start to feel so far away, losing yourself to the steady beat of your heart racing and your head pounding until you can take no more.
You go insane on the kitchen floor. Screaming, clawing, sobbing, dying. As if
You're fighting some invisible force and your losing.
Wishing for nothing more than to be alright. But don't worry soldier. It'll all be over soon, Just hold on tight.
For you have lost so much blood. Its like a mortal wound.
Goodbye, soldier.
I'll see you soon.
A. H.
june 12, 2014
