How it all started. (GirlxGirl)

Chapter Six

When I walked through the hall into my mom's room I was too calm. I guess I just knew what was coming so I guess I don't care. As soon I walked through the door I felt a hand smack me across the face.

"Ow." Was all I could say I started crying because I was so angry. Why the hell did she just hit me?!

"What the hell was that?!" She was so angry, but I had a feeling it was because Alex was a girl more then me making out with someone. 

I was still stuck on my stinging face, and the yelling. That just made me want to pack all my stuff up and leave. I know that it was wrong to do that, but it was not necessary to do that!

After she was done yelling at me, she told me to get in her bed. Wow, now I can't even sleep in my own bed?

After my mom left the room I just layed in bed to hear her talk crap about me to my dad. Why did she even care so much? It's not like she's been paying attention to me at all lately..

Then I heard Alex's voice, and even with this situation going my heart started to beat faster. At that moment I knew that this was all worth it. 

She was telling my mom and dad that her dad was on the way.  I felt myself get up and go to the door. When I opened it I was dissapointed to see that Alex wasn't there anymore.

"Mom can we talk?"

"Oh shut up, you just came out here because you heard your girlfriend ou here."

"She's not even my girlfriend!" Oh how I wish she was though...

Finally my dad defended me. "Beth, she just wants to talk to you."

So I pulled the daughter move. "Yeah mom, I just want to talk to you!"

"Just get back in that room."  I wish I could stand up to her so bad, but I was just too tired to do that.

After I layed down I fell into a deep sleep.

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The next morning I woke up to my parents talking.

They were talking about me..

Not very good stuff.

I could feel the anger rise up inside of me. I wish I could just run away and never come back and show my face.(and bring Alex with me)

After planning, when my mom said the next insulting thing I jumped out of the bed. I thought from the dizziness I was going to pass out, but I didn't.

"What the hell do you think your doing? Get back here."  I really wish I had guts.

I walked back to the bed and I couldn't even look at my parents in the eyes because if I did, then I would flip out. 

The whole we talked/argued the same thoughts just went through my head.

Why can't I just die already.

The pain that my parents are feeling is because of me. They would be better off without me.

I bet everyone would be better off without me. Even Alex.

I've had suicidal thoughts before, but not this bad. At that moment something hit me. And hard. I had the most sudden urge to do something very harmful to myself. I didn't know what yet, but I just knew I had to do it.

When my parents were done talking to me I finally got to go to my room. Alex hid my phone so my parents couldn't find it. I decided to keep it hidden. I just stayed in my room and cried. I have never cried harder in my life. 

I was thinking back to my parents talk. They were ashamed of me. Just because Alex was a girl. I thought I understood why they were angry, but I was wrong. They were more angry that Alex was a girl. I thought I knew my parents better than that. 

I saw my parents in a whole new way. 

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*A week later* 

It's been a week and my parents have been ignoring me, but who cares. Well they found my phone so that was taken away.

But my dad was at work, and my mom went out somewhere so I took this time to go on the computer and go talk to Alex. We have been talking every chance we get, and thank god we are going back to school soon. Me, Alex, and Patrick were group IMing each other. We were having a fun conversation, and suddenly she asked me a question.

She asked me out! Holy crap. What should I say? Should I risk everything for a girl? Is it worth it? I thought about it for a minute and heck yes she was worth it. So I typed those three easy letters that could change my life..

After I heard the garage open I said my goodbye's and got off. Screw my parents. They obviously don't care about my happiness. And I'm not going to let them ruin it for me this time. 

When I get back to school I'm going to see my girlfriend, and I'm going to be happy!

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