Messages From Him - Ziall

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Niall: Hi...

Niall: um i just wanted to say thank you for being my friend a while back. Tbh you were the only thing good in my life.

Niall: i know i said i had a crush on you. But the truth was and still is that..i love you.

Niall: you made me smile when i wanted to cry. You helped me out with many things. You made me felt needed in this shallow and cruel world.

Niall: I'm..I'm sorry for coming out to you. If i knew that i was going to lose you. My best friend, my first crush, i would've kept that quiet forever. I told you that, since we promised to never keep secrets from each other. I swore i saw something in ur eyes that day. I thought it was acceptence, but i guess i was wrong.

Niall: I'm sorry that i was a boring and queer friend.

Niall: I'm sorry for wasting ur time. Zayn i'm sorry.

Niall: And i didn't lie about being raped. I would never lie about something about that.

Niall: It was on May 23 when it happened. I never forgot it cause that night harry took my virginity forcefully. Not consensually.

Niall: I always thought that u would never leave me...

Niall: I hope those people are better friends than me.

Niall: Even though you hate me. I wish you nothing, but the best in your life.

Niall: And i don't know why, but i still love you. I will. Always and forever.

Niall: Thank you zayn for giving me the best years of my life before i did what i did.

Sending...

Your number has been blocked from this number *Zayn's phone #*

Niall: Bye zayn.

Blocked  12:00 am.

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Okay i kinda teared up while writing this. I was listening to secret love song by Little mix. That song always hits me in the feels :')