27 years in, one heart out...

Blocking out the blues...

I'm consumed by the deep blue

not the desperate blues

the ocean deep

the ocean magnificent

Insignificant me 

under sublime complete

bewilderment and greatness

if I could breathe I would stay

Underwater hearing

blocks the unimportant

eases anxiety

here I'm fragile but safe in mind

Rising unwillingness

back up to the surface

gasp for breath

back under I go