I'll Never Let You Go

Chapter 29

I'm sorry I took so long . It's that the last pat 2 weeks were my mid-terms and my mid-terms finished today & now winter breaks starts :D 

Sammi's P.O.V - 

Today was a beautiful day but not for me. Just last year, on this same day this is when my life changed and it all came crashing down . 

I walked up to the place with beautiful flowers in my hand . 

I walked up to place where he was buried last year. It was still the same but it had more flowers. I guess people where visiting him today. 

I sat down and took a breathe. 

" Dad , if you're listening I want to say that I miss you. I can't believe it's been a year without you. You missed out on a few things but it doesn't matter. I'm happy that you're up there instead of down here with us struggling with cancer. It was hard to see you struggling for your life, I can't believe I didn't notice you had cancer earlier. I wish I would of spent more time with you ... " I said . 

" Dad everything's ok , don't you worry. Ethan has a baby with Kaylee , it's a boy and his name is Mason . He is really adorable . Ethan is getting married next month . Mom .... she's doing better now . When you first passed away she was always in her room and crying but as each months passes by, she gets better and stronger . Mom still loves you dad . We all do and we will never forget you " I cried . 

" As you know , I graduated last week and thanks for the video dad. I didn't get accepted to Stanford like I really wanted too but I got accepted into Columbia University and that's great too but that's not my plan. I plan doing something else, it's something that I always wanted to and I'm going to follow my dreams and I won't let anybody stop me dad. You thought me a lot and I will never forget everything you thought me. I will never forget all our memories . 

" I miss you dad , I shouldn't be crying . I should be happy that you're up their instead of down here suffering and struggling . I love you , don't forget that " I cried.  

I sat their for a couple of minutes as if he was there and alive right now. 

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Justin's P.O.V - 

I was leaving today. I was starting my world believe tour now. During the summer I'll be travelling all over the United States and Canada. Then when summer is over, I'm going on tour to South America, Central America and the Caribbeans. After that, I'll be going on tour to Europe . 

It's going to be a long tour but this what I like, this is what I always wanted to do , this is what I dreamed of and it came true ... 

I don't want to leave my friends and girlfriend behind but I got to, this is my career and I can't give it up. They could of came with me but they are all busy getting ready for college and enjoying their summer . 

Everybody was here but Sammi .... 

I guess she wasn't comming to say goodbye.

" Is she coming ? " I asked my friends. They were already here. 

" She is suppose to come " Audrina said. 

" Justin we got to go now " Kenny said.

This is it. Sammi didn't bother on coming or she didn't make it. I really wanted to say goodbye to her, I wanted to hold her, tell her I love and kiss her before I'm gone for the next couple of months.

I said another goodbye to them and I got into the car. 

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Sammi's P.O.V -