Hi. I'm Andrea Torres, senior high school student and now, I’m here having my part time job sa isang bar. Singer ako dito during weekends. Okay na rin naman ang bayad sa akin, nakaka-survive na rin ako sa buhay. Here I am again, sitting in front of so many people ready to give entertainment again. I closed my eyes and started singing..
♫Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days♫
I Remember those times again, those face of yours. Hayyyy hirap mapunta sa friendzone no? HAHAHA. E alam ko naman na una pa lang kaibigan lang ang tingin mo sakin diba? Eto na naman tuloy ako. NAGSESELOS sa inyo.
♫When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place♫
Hey! Naririnig mo ba ako? Alam mo ba na nagseselos na ako? Malamang hindi. Dahil alam ko naman na hindi mo alam ang nararamdaman ko para sayo. Buti pa siya no? nagagawa mong titigan, nagagawa mong bigyan ng pansin.
♫Here I am
All alone imagining what might have been
What could have been
If I had been there ♫
Eto na naman ako, nagiging bitter na naman. HAHA, sino nga ba naman ako kung itatapat mo sa kanya hindi ba? KAIBIGAN lang naman ako. Yung tinatawagan mo kapag mayroong problema, yung hinihila mo kapag walang kasama, yung lagging nandyan para sayo kapag kailangan mo.
♫Jealous of the one who's arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la♫
Yea. She is a very very lucky girl. Dahil kung ako kaibigan mo at ginagawa ang lahat ng iyan sayo, ikaw naman meron ka sakanya at handang gawin lahat ng yan para sakanya. I know I should not be jealous because from the very first place, sinabi mo na kung sino ang gusto mo and it is very clear na kung ano ako para sayo. Kaya ano naman ang dapat kong ipagselos dun hindi ba? E alam ko naman na unang una pa lang wala na ako, talo na ako.
♫Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And it don't get better than that♫
Sa araw araw na nakikita ko kayong magkasama, hindi ko mapigilan ang mainggit. Dahil siguro ang saya niyo? Dahil siguro bagay kayo? Pero alam ko na ang totoong dahilan ay dahil merong kayo. Sa lahat ng lugar na pupuntahan mo nandyan siya, alam niya lahat ng gagawin at ginagawa mo, alam niya ang mga plano mo, at alam niya kung gaano mo siya kamahal.
♫She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
What could have been
If I had been there♫
I was thinking, pano kaya kung ako ang nasa pwesto nya? Pano kaya kung ako ang mahal mo? Nah. Forget it right? Pinapaasa ko na naman ang sarili ko. Pinapangarap ko na naman na sana ako siya. Patethic right? Hahah. Sana pagdilat ko, wala na ang selos na to na nararamdaman ko. Tanggapin ko na sana na hanggang KAIBIGAN na nga lang ako.
♫Jealous of the one who's arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la♫
♫And you know I'd fight a good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
Then I'll leave the dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause the moment that she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings♫
Dahil alam ko bawal tong nararamdaman ko. As your friend I should be happy for you, for the both of you. Kailangan kong itago at kalimutan ang nararamdaman ko para na rin sa ikabubuti natin. How I wish, ganun kadali yon. I should let go. Tama, dahil alam ko naman kung gaano niyo kamahal ang isa’t isa. Even though it hurts, it is the best and right thing for me to do.
♫Jealous of the one who's arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la♫
So, wish me luck! Eventually, I will forget this damn feelings I have for you. take care of her, take care of yourself. I will always be right here for the both of you.
♫La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl♫
And as I open my eyes,and look at you beside her, I know. This is the time, I should move on. I should let go, for your happiness, and for me to find my own happiness. :)
-"Jealousy is when you count someone else's blessings instead of your own"
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