Chapter 33

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Hey....
Sorry for all the shit I've been doing :Г
The song for the day is Monster by Boondox. Its not something that most people listen to that are 'emo' or some shit like that but it's just a song that gets to me like Gone by Asking Alexandria you know?
It was hard to write this chapter as I had all my thoughts in my head that where monsters themselves.
Anyways, enjoy the chapter and again. I'm sorry.
Anastasia
"I can't believe you said yes! You fucking gave in! What about Vic? Andy?! They where looking forward to spending time with you like gaddamnit Anastasia!" Analana yelled at me as Denis went to go get food.
I scoffed at her.
"Listen, I know what I'm fucking doing! I will still go with Vic okay? I will leave Denis and go with Vic for just a little bit."
"Whatever. What do you think Denis will say?"
"Well if he trusts me or understands me, then he wouldn't yell or get upset."
"Yeah right, like he would get upset or yell, he would probably tell you the truth. That he doesn't love you."
She twirled her hair in her finger.
"Go away! I know he loves me! Stay the fuck away! I hate you and I don't want to hear or see you again!" I pulled at my hair and screamed.
That's when I felt hands pull my arms down.
"Hey, Anastasia! Stop!" I knew that voice all too well.
I looked up and seen Ben.
Ben.
Of coarse Ben.
"Leave me alone Ben." I snapped at him.
The memories replaid in my head every time he talked or touched me.
I can't deal with his presence.
At. All.
"Hey now, I'm trying to help. Nit hurt you."
I looked out the window away from Ben.
"Just leave me alone Ben! I want to be alone!!!" I threw a cup at the wall that had water in it.
Water went all over the floor and the cup laid still on the floor.
"Calm down." Ben grabbed my shoulders.
I flinched away from him.
"Calm down!? I can't do this Ben! The memories come back every time I'm around you!" I looked at my wrapped arms.
He stood up and I heard him leave the room.
I looked at a wall as tears fell down my cheeks.
You're pathetic.
"Shut up!" I growled as I pulled my hair again.
You're weak.
"Stop!!!" I started punching my head.
You're worthless.
I had enough.
I stood up and ripped out all the cords that connected to my body.
Blood started to drip onto the white floor.
I opened the window and looked out and down.
I can climb down.
I took a step outside the window and started making my way slowly down the hospital.
Finally I was on the ground.
I escaped.
Leaving Denis again.
I hurried and started to run.
Run away from everything.
Everyone.
As I ran, I could hear Analana saying the same words over and over again.
Pathetic.
Weak.
Worthless.
Pathetic.
Weak.
Worthless.
Tears fell down my cheeks as I continued to run.
I ran till' my feet went numb and I found myself at an alley way.
I put my back against the wall and caught my breath.
Then I heard footsteps.
And seen shadows.
They inched toward me.
Closer and closer they got.
Then they grabbed me.
Pinning me against the wall.
I tried to fight back but, there where five of them.
Tall, buff, guys.
They covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream.
Then I seen the man I never wanted to see ever again.
Blake's uncle.
I was in complete confusion.
How the hell did he find me, let alone get out of prison?
"Hello there sugar." His deep voice said.
I tried to break free again but he kneed me in the abdomen.
I gasped in pain.
Tears spilled down my cheeks.
Then I seen my father walk near me.
"You thought you could get rid of me? Well honey, I can't go away that easily."
I wanted to hit him.
I wanted to kill him.
I just wanted this pain to end.
He caressed my cheek softly.
"No need for your little buddies anymore, you're our toy now. Forever. And. Ever." his words rang in my head.
Forever. And. Ever?

I'm sorry that it's short and shitty but, I promise it will get better once I'm out of the state I am right now.

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