Hi!
Oh hi..
How are you?
Does it really matter?
I suppose not.
Thats what I thought. People dont actually care about how someone really feels. They only act like they do so they can come off as a good person.
That wasn't what I was trying t-
To do? Actually it was, but at this point you didnt even realize your intentions because you've trained your mind for many years to think you are really good and caring. We all have. Its not our fault though. Its just how humans function. We'd like to see ourselves as people who have the best intentions and we've always been that way.
I dont understand what you're saying.
Of course you don't. No one does.
Why can't you just try to be normal and make sense?
Normal doesn't make sense.
What?
Normal is a mass production of something. A quality, a trait, just something. We strive to have this constant reproduced image. We want to be just like everyone else, but in a sea of unoriginality we would get lost. To me it doesn't make sense. Why would you willingly want to be lost among crowds on identical people with identical personalities? Why not be something new? I suppose being different is a dangerous thing though isnt it?
Please stop talking.
Why? Do the ideas that lie within someone else's perspective scare you? Does it make you think more about yourself? About you desires and "imperfections"? Does it make you think about what and who you've spent your entire life trying to be?
STOP!
Are you uncomfortable? How about frightened? Or maybe you still just stuck in a constant state of denial....
You're crazy. You know that? Get away from me you psycho!
Think about it though, who here is really the crazy one?
I said get away from me!
Okay. I suppose keeping my thoughts to myself is for the best anyways. Instead of standing out and speaking I should be drowning in that sea of normality awaiting my inevitable death like everyone else. Just waiting to fade away into an empty forgotten part of history.
