Nicoles POV
I stare the reflection in the mirror
Why am i doing this to myself
Lossing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly Left the real me on the shelf
I shook my head , fighting tears. Tears dont me your losing , everybodys bruising. i told my self
Theres nothing wrong with who i am. I cried
I slammed mt hand against my head , No no no no no.
I cried hitting myself in the head , screaming to the top of my lungs as if someone was killing me.
Someone is killing Me. My Pride , My Soul.
But Sometimes its hard to follow your heart.
I Grabbed my phone , Sent everyone a message. One Important.
I wrote my note.
My note of Depression , Pain , Hurt.
It Hurts So Much
I took a picture of me , And faked my oh so beautiful smile.
Then I made a video , trying hard to hold that beautiful Smile.
I Then Grabbed My Chair and walked it down to the basement , i sat it near my rope.
I prayyed to God and begged for Endless Forgivness.
I stood on the chair and wrapped the rope around my neck closing my eyes
... Kicked the chair.
I Had Been Another Victim Of Suicide.
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