Am I being obsessed? [Completed]

5 months later...

5 months later....

Chae Rin's POV

why is it that they always ask me to go out in the middle of the night! I swear! ever since we became friends my life totally changed... and along with that change was being in love with The School's Kingka Kim Jonghyun... 

I'm currently walking my way towards the park near my Apartment.. Sometimes it was Key who wants to rant about things he likes and dislikes, or how his day went, sometimes it was Taemin who wants to have a playmate in his video games collections Minho though not very frequent will ask me to go out just to play soccer with him if he's bored, Onew Oppa whenever he needs a company while he's eating chicken Jonghyun... He surprises me sometimes... but now, I don't know who called me out in the middle of the night just to talk to me...

I yawned and sat at one bench as I arrive at the park. It was isolated.. no one was there.. Just then a cold wind blew and it send me to shiver a bit. and I just realize I was just wearing my Pajama's I was going back to my apartment building when somebody placed his hand on my shoulder telling me to stay.

I looked up and to my surprise, It was Jonghyun.

"Why do you guys kept on bothering me every night? I barely sleep at night for the past few months.. please... just let me sleep."

"growing impatient are we?" he teased.

"nope, you guys seriously need to stop coming everyday and night even if it's winter break I still need to relax....please.." and he sat beside me his arm on my shoulder.

"but today's my schedule.. and we need to stay close to you in case the girls would want to hurt you... since you're the only girl we befriended. we need to protect you.." he defended.

"but you were the one's who wanted to be my friend not me...and why are you asking me to go out in the middle of the night?" I asked while making my self comfortable on his half hug.

"Do you know what day is on Friday?" he asked while smiling.

"Friday? It's Christmas Eve.. why?" I said looking up on him.His smile grew wider and held my right hand with his left hand.

I became curious about what he was planning to do at that day, but he seemed so excited about it.

"What are you planning to do? you look like someone who's ready to kill..." With your looks,  I added mentally.

of course if I voice that out, it will be bye-bye friendship for us....

"hmm... I want you to come at the Amusement park at 6:30 pm at Christmas eve." he said.

"How could I say 'no' to you?" I said sarcastically.

"Thank you Chae Rinnie!!!" and he kissed my cheek, my forehead, my other cheek, my nose, and gave me a quick peck on the lips!

I widened my eyes from the sudden action he made, I sat frozen on my seat the fact that I love Jonghyun made me realize he just kissed me and that was the very first kiss ever since I was born...

My mom told me that whenever someone attempts to kiss me, I would always burst in to crying.

"Chae Rin, go inside your apartment now , it's getting late" he told me he assisted me to stand up slowly.. feeling his hot temperature.. so comfortable..

I woke up from my trance when he nudged me. "What are we going to do there?" I asked. He smirked at me.

"You're gonna meet the woman who makes me complete. Everytime I see her, my heart flutters. So I would like to introduce you to her." he looked so dreamy while saying those words, so he already likes someone...

"okay, I hope she's beautiful..." I said, not sounding like I was hurt. I mean why should I? I'm not his girlfriend neither his ex. I'm a nobody...

"of course! the most beautiful woman, I've ever saw."

as I went in my apartment. I quickly made my way directly to my room and collapsed on the carpeted floor and I cried, my heart was broken, to the freaking bones. it feels like reality was being slapped in my face.

I kept on thinking what to do to ease the pain, I've felt so weak, because I became too fond of his presence. What if the girl likes him back, she'll take the attention he was giving me to her. I cried not knowing what to do anymore, I cried wanting to ease the pain, I cried because I'm not the girl he liked. I cried through my way to sleep.

Jonghyun's POV

I know what I'm doing, after those 5 months knowing each other, it's time to tell her what I exactly feel about her.

As I enter our apartment, Minho greeted me. "Jonghyun hyung, where did you go this late night?" he asked me.

I plopped down the sofa and looked up at him. "I went to Chae Rin's place. and on Friday I'll tell it to her, at the amusement park..." I said, grinning...

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