I want you bad an r5 fanfic [Completed]

21. Hospital

Emma's POV

I was sitting in a waitroom in the hospital. I was so worried. The pictures of Ross on the ground covered in his own blood, it made me want to cry, which I already did.

"This is all my fault!" I whispered with my head in my hands. Rebecka and Amelie hugged me from each side. 

"No it's not!" Rebecka said. 

"Yes it is! If I hadn't upset him he wouldn't have ran away like that!" I sobbed. 

"Em! It's not your fault Hugo called!" Amelie said. 

"But it is my fault that I still like him!" I said. They sighed. I knew they wanted me to feel better, but I knew it was my fault, and nothing they said would change it. No one had really talked since we got here. Everyone was too worried. Someone put their hand on my shoulder.

"Emma, it's not your fault, none of us think that and neither should you!" Ryland said. I assumed it was he who put his hand my shoulder. I looked up from my hands. Everyone in the room nodded, to confirm what Ryland had just said. It made me feel a bit better, but I still couldn't help thinking it was my fault. A doctor walked past us and I stopped him. 

"How is he?" I asked. The doctor looked puzzled at me. 

"Who?" the doctor asked. Rydel came up by my side.

"Ross Lynch" she said. The doctor still looked a bit confused, but soon he understood who we meant. 

"I'm sorry I-"

"Is he dead?" I started crying. Rydel hugged me and tried to calm me down. The doctor looked anxiously at me.

"No! He's not dead! I don't know much about him though. All I know is that he's operated right now as we talk. I really hope he'll be ok, for you!" he said and walked off. Rydel thanked him and took me back to the others. She shrugged and told them what the doctor had said. It was really tensed in the room. 

~~ 2 hours later ~~

I opened my eyes and din't know were I was. I was in a chair in a room. People were sleeping on other chairs around me. Memories flooded over me and I started crying. I cried for a while, then suddnely, I stopped. It was like I had no tears left. I looked around. The others were still asleep. I got up and walked out of the room. I walked around in the hospital for a while, just to have something to do. After a while I found a nurse that looked free. I asked her about Ross and she knew which room he was in. She told me the room number but said that I couldn't visit him. I sighed and continued walking. She was stupid enough to tell me the number of his room. I walked up to another nurse and asked her were the room was. Soon I found his room. I knew I wasn't allowed in his room, but I went inside anyway. He was laying in a bed. His eyes were closed and he had a few bruises and scars in his face. His right arm and left leg was broken. He looked so defenseless. I kissed his forehead and sat down on the chair next to his bed. I was out of tears, so I just sat there, doing nothing. Soon I fell asleep. 

Amelie's POV

I woke up in an uncomfortable chair. I was in a hospital. I looked around. I couldn't find Emma. Oh no! This wasn't good! Who knew what she would do? She was so vulnerable right now, she didn't think before she did something. I hurried to wake the others up. We needed to find Emma, now! 

Emma's POV

I woke up by a doctor. He looked pretty mad.

"What are you doing here?" he asked. I tried to come up with an escuse, but ended up telling the truth and cried. Hey! My tears were back! 

"You have to get out of here! He's not allowed to have visitors!" the doctor said. I shook my head and grabbed Ross's hand. I wasn't going anywhere. He whispered something to the nurse by his side and she nodded and ran away. He looked back at me and I smiled. I would never let go of Ross's hand.