《 I'll wait for you babe 》 zach abels & jesse rutherford

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We spent the day playing games, trying to forget what happened before until Jeremy left Mikey's house. Mikey and I were watching TV in silence, Mikey turned it off and broke the ice.

"So, are you going to explain me what the fuck?"

"Mikey, please don't-" 

"Zach stop pretending everything is okay! Everyone knows something is not going on well" I stared at him, I couldn't hide it, nothing was okay.

I walked out of the house, I wanted to leave, but Mikey stopped me.

"Mikey, I want to go, get out of the way" I said trying to calm down

"No, I won't let you go until you speak"

"I have nothing to say, now please let me go" 

He grabbed my shoulders and said angrily "Can't you understand? I'm worried about you, I want to know why are you acting strange lately" He sighed "Are you gonna tell me the truth?" I looked at his eyes, afflicted, without saying a word.

I started crying, taking out everything with tears, he understood something serious was affecting me. He hugged me, I didn't hug him back, I was ashamed.

"Zach, now that I know that you aren't okay... Will you tell me why?" He sat down and I sat next to him. "I won't tell anyone, I swear"

"I-I know you wont, but I'm scared anyway..." I tried to avoid eye contact, I looked away "Mikey, I think I'm in love" That sounded so weird, I was acting like a teenager

He tried to contain laughter "Well, that's not a problem, that's amazing!" I looked straight to his eyes

"It wouldn't be a problem if the person that I love wasn't Jesse" When I said Jesse, Mikey gasped, obviously he wasn't expecting that.

"W-Wait... Jesse?"

"Sadly yes..." I looked away again

"How did that happened?"

"Remember my birthday party last year?"

"Uh yeah I do, something happened in that party?" I nodded, he didn't know hot to react

"Zach, don't feel ashamed, it's okay..." He caressed my back 

"Thank you" I said while wiping my tears.

I went back home, Mikey finally left me go after telling him what I was feeling.

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I woke up at 12 am, I stayed in bed a little bit longer, trying to fall asleep again, but I couldn't. I got up to eat something, but I had nothing in my fridge. "Fuck".

I took a shower, got dressed up and I went to the supermarket.

I hate going to the supermarket, everyone in there is slow as fuck, everytime I go I'm in a hurry, but everyone is a fucking hindrance.

I grabbed cookies, juice, beer and bread, everybody has their own priorities. I was looking for more cookies until I saw Devon and Jesse walking in the supermarket, I usually greet people when I meet them in the street or whatever, but I wasn't in the mood, so I turned and I went to pay my things faster.

I heard Devon's voice saying "Zach!", in my head I was like "Don't turn around, you heard nothing you dumbass" but I had to turn around

"Hey! What are you doing here? I didn't see you!" I said trying to look surprised

"Just buying things for tonight, are you coming right?" Devon said