Close As Strangers (Nikki Misery)

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Hi you might've noticed that I changed the name. Though this name was better than 'Strangers' anyway lol here's chapter 4
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After that meet up I had with Nikki I was happy for the rest of the day. Right now the band and I are currently on our way to our second to last show in Kansas. I admit I was pretty bummed that I was leaving Nikki but he promised me that we will meet up soon again after the tour was over. so I couldn't wait for the tour to end.

We got to the venue which was pretty small but I liked it. I get to be up close to everyone who comes today. As I was done changing, I received a message from Nikki. 'Hey! Good luck on your show today hope you have fun, see you soon.' It read. After that I couldn't stop smiling. "Whoa. what's got you all smiley and giddy" Trixx asks sitting down next to me on the small couch in the little room. "Okay I'm gonna tell you something that's really important to me so you must not repeat it to someone else. you got it ! I trust you with what I'm about to tell you." I say with a stern voice. He nods while Crossing his heart. I huff out a puff of air and tell him. "I love Nikki." waiting for reaction I stand there anxiously. He sits there for a while thinking. "well kind of figured you liked him but love? for how long?" he asks.

"wait what do you mean you figured? and I don't know, Since I can remember I guess" I shrug. "from the way you would be around him, when he was here of course, You seemed more happier, more joyful like you saw him more than a friend."he says looking at me. I just sit there thinking, if it was that obvious then why didn't he notice. "We're on in 5!" Jeremy calls out.

Soon we head to the stage.
The tune of 'Killed or be Killed' playing. "Alright now! BANG YOUR FUCKING HEADS!!" I scream into the mic. "Sick! Sick! All of us are sick! Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!" I sing before head banging.
Soon the concert came to an end. As I got off the stage, I was very sweaty. I check my phone and see I got a message from Nikki. I open it as I head back to the tour bus.
"Every night that we spend alone
It kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish I was back home next to you" I lowly whispered, My eyes start to water. I broke character. all the tears I've held were shed that night.
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heyo long time no see haha I'm sorry but happy new year lol I'll try and update again as soon as possible. excuse me if this is really short.