Give Me Therapy

Chapter Ten

(Johnnies pov)
I couldn't stop the tears rolling down my face, I couldn't stop the screams escaping my lips and I sure as hell couldn't stop the pain.
There, in her favorite recliner, the one I got her on her 64th birthday , laid my Nana. It was obvious , from the moment I walked in, that she wasn't breathing, talking, singing, crying nor feeling . she wasn't doing any of it. And in that moment I walked over to her, grabbing her hand I realized how cold her lifeless body was, my tears kept flowing. I knew that I would never ever get to hear her sing me her favorite song on the nights where I couldn't sleep. I couldn't get to have her hug me tight when I cried or felt empty. I wouldn't get to have her cook breakfast in the morning, her cooking was always my favorite. I wouldn't have a grandma, a best friend. At that moment my heart shattered and I instantly felt alone.
Breaking out of my thoughts I came back to reality and ran to a phone calling the ambulance, I watched them carry my beautiful grandmother away. They left and I was in the house all alone, with nothing and no one.
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(Alex's POV)
I walked to school today because johnnie didn't show up at my house and pick me up this morning. I searched the halls and when I got to class I saw that he wasn't there. I wonder why he didn't tell me he wasn't coming. Instantly I started to think the worst. My negative thoughts over powering everything and I began to worry. I really hope hes okay, I hope hes not sick or hurting. But I don't think he would just skip school for no good reason.

After school I got home and called johnnie right away. He didn't answer any of my calls or text So I went upstairs to my room and fell asleep.
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(Johnnies POV)
I finally got sleep last night , although I fell asleep crying I made it through the night without waking up. I guess I was just extremely tired from crying and screaming so much.
I decided I should go to school but I was too upset and tired to drive so I hopped on the bus and rode to school, having to hear people laughing and being loud and obnoxious the whole way wasn't so bad becuase half of the time I was zoned out and didn't even pay attention to it and the other half took my mind off of everything, hearing everyones laughing and conversations muted my thoughts.
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(Alex's POV)
I got to school and and a very angry and upset looking danny came up to me and asked "why did you ditch me" and "why didn't you show up Alex??"
I simply and honestly answered him letting him know that I forgot. I guess I was so worried about Johnnie everything else in my mind kind of disappeared.
He still looked a little upset but nothing like before. "I'm so sorry danny" I told him and he sighed and told me it was okay, after that he walked off and so did I. As I was walking I saw Johnnie, and man he looked rough. His eyes looked like they cried for hours and he looked completely drained. My heart broke , just looking at him this way. I ran to him and pulled him into a hug.
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(I felt someone grab me and I spun around and noticed it was Alex, I was so thankful it was her because she's exactly what I need right now .
She pulled away from our hug and just looked at me for a minute , I could see tears forming in her eyes, I guess it was easy to see that I was broken . "alex please don't cry sweetie" I told her as I wiped the tear that was sliding down her cheek. "Can we just go to my house and leave school for today?" She asked. "I rode the bus hun" I told her. She grabbed my hand and told me we could walk . and so we did, but we walked in silence until we got to her house and as soon as she shut the door behind us I fell apart and began to cry again.

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