FROM BACK THEN TO NOW

The After Math!!!!

Moving On!!!

Months on down the line my mother had moved out of the three bed room house and moved into my grandmother old house which was down the street, it didnt make since to me but anyway by this time she was dating this man that i could have a gave a fuck about. That was on her i didnt have nothing to do wit that. By this time i thought i found myself and i know who i was and who i wanted to be with. I was still a little confused because, for one i am young and for two i didnt know what love was all ik is what my family thought me and showed me at that age.

After moving into my grandma house thats when i started doing things that i thought would make me feel like someone, i started dressing up at a very young age, my sister would put the makeup on my face and take pics of me and as i looked at them i looked just like the woman that made me, CATHERINE.

Yes i can say i started drag at a young and i guess y now the shit is lame to me, so when i see these ( PUNKS) in drag its just like i dont care and i cant stand it alot. ( Moving ON!!) My mother  didnt find out about until one night i was home all by myself while my sister left me to go to some damn party and i dressed up and danced all over the house and i had ened up falling asleep on the couch. When my brother walked through that door with my momma i swear that night the tried his best to beat the gay out of me.

(HOLD ON NOW LOOK) Every since my daddy died my brother felt like he was the man of the house or daddy, when ik you wasnt, and i had to remind him sometimes that he would never replace MACK no matter how much he looked like him. I think that what kind pushed me away from him like you just dont do things like that, like dude you should have been a brother than a daddy. ( Just Saying) 

From that Day Forward I just told myself that i gonna do what i had to do until it was time for me to let the world know who i was and what i was becoming, i was scared about telling my family what i was becoming  which was a (GAY GUY) and i didnt know how they was gonna handle it or treat me because if you treat me like that at a young age aint not tell how they was gonna react when i got older